England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
As he reached the High Street he began to feel nervous. After all, Clare
might not want to see him. He remembered vaguely their last interview
and the snub she had given him. He looked further back and remembered
the first time he had ever seen her; that dinner at the Head's house on
the first evening of the summer term....
But he could not help being nervous. He tried to think that what he was
doing was something perfectly natural and ordinary; that he was just
paying a call on a friend as anybody might have done on a return from a
holiday. He was angry with himself for getting so excited about the
business. And when he rang the bell of the side-door next to the shop he
had the distinct hope that she would not be in.
But she was in.
She came to the door herself, and it was so dark outside that she could
not see him. "Who is it?" she asked, and he replied, rather fatuously
expecting her to recognise his voice immediately: "Me. I hope I'm not
disturbing you."
She answered, in that characteristically unafraid way of hers: "I'm sure
I don't know in the least who you are. Will you tell me your name?"
Then he said, rather embarrassedly: "Speed, my name is."
"Oh?"
Such a strange surprised little "Oh?" He could not see her any more than
she could see him, but he knew that she was startled.
"Am I disturbing you?" he went on.
"Oh, no. You'd better come inside. There's nobody in except myself, so I
warn you."
"Warn me of what?"
"Of the conventions you are breaking by coming in."
"Would you rather I didn't?"
"Oh, don't trouble about me. It's yourself you must think about."
"Very well then, I'll come in."
"Right. There are five steps, then two paces along the level, and then
two more steps. It's an old house, you see."
In the dark and narrow lobby, with the front door closed behind him, and
Clare somewhere near him in the darkness, he suddenly felt no longer
nervous but immensely exhilarated, as if he had taken some decisive and
long contemplated step--some step that, wise or unwise, would at least
bring him into a new set of circumstances.
Something in her matter-of-fact directions was immensely reassuring; a
feeling of buoyancy came over him as he felt his way along the corridor
with Clare somewhat ahead of him. She opened a door and a shaft of
yellow lamplight came out and prodded the shadows.
"My little sitting-room," she said.
It was a long low-roofed apartment with curtained windows at either end.
Persian rugs and tall tiers of bookshelves and some rather good pieces
of old furniture gave it a deliciously warm appearance; a heavily shaded
lamp was the sole illumination. Speed, quick to appreciate anything
artistic, was immediately impressed; he exclaimed, on the threshold: "I
say, what a gloriously old-fashioned room!"
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