England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
She laughed a little harshly. "What a different man you're becoming, Mr.
Speed! Before you married Helen you knew perfectly well that she was
horribly nervous in front of strangers and that she'd never show off
well at rather tiresome society functions. And yet if I or anybody else
had dared to suggest that it mattered you'd have been most tremendously
indignant. You used to think her nervousness rather charming, in fact."
He said, rather pathetically: "You've cornered me, I confess. And I
suppose I'd better tell you the real reason. Helen's nervousness doesn't
matter to me. It never has mattered and it doesn't matter now. It wasn't
that, or rather, that would never have annoyed me but for something
infinitely more serious. While I was at home I found out about my
appointment at Lavery's."
"Well, what about it?"
"It was my father got it for me. He interviewed Portway and Ervine and
God knows who else."
"Well?"
"Well?--Do you think I like to be dependent on that sort of help? Do you
think I like to remember all the kind things that people at Millstead
have said about me, and to feel that they weren't sincere, that they
were simply the result of a little of my father's wire-pulling?"
She did not answer.
"I left home," he went on, "because my father wanted to shove me into a
nice comfortable job in a soap-works. I wanted to earn my own living on
my own merits. And then, when I manage to get free, he thoughtfully
steps in front of me, so to speak, and without my knowing it, makes the
path smooth for me!"
"What an idealist you are, Mr. Speed!"
"What?"
"An idealist. So innocent of the world! Personally, I think your
father's action extremely kind. And also I regard your own condition as
one of babyish innocence. Did you really suppose that an unknown man,
aged twenty-three, with a middling degree and only one moderately
successful term's experience, would be offered the Mastership of the
most important House at Millstead, unless there'd been a little private
manœuvring behind the scenes? Did you think that, in the ordinary
course of nature, a man like Ervine would be only too willing to set you
up in Lavery's with his daughter for a wife?"
"Ah, that's it! He wanted me to marry Helen, didn't he?"
"My dear man, wasn't it perfectly obvious that he did? All through last
summer term you kept meeting her in the school grounds and behaving in a
manner for which any other Master would have been instantly sacked, and
all he did was to smile and be nice and keep inviting you to dinner!"
Speed cried excitedly: "Yes, that's what my father said. He said it was
a plant; that Ervine in the end proved himself the cleverer of the two."
"Your father told you that?"
"No, I overheard it."
"Your father, I take it, didn't like Helen?"
"He didn't see the best of her. She was so nervous."
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