England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
He said, speaking as though he had hardly recovered full possession of
his senses: "I--I don't know.... Something hit me.... I think I've been
walking about for a long time.... I'm all right now, though."
Her hands were feeling the bandages round his head.
"Who bandaged you?"
"I--I don't--I don't know." (After all, 'I don't know' was always a safe
answer.)
She led him into the red-tinted drawing-room. As he entered it he
suddenly felt the onrush of depression, as if, once within these four
walls, half the strength of his armour would be gone.
"We must have Howard to see you to-morrow morning," she said, her voice
trembling. "It was absolutely disgraceful! I could hear them from
here--I wondered whatever was happening." And she added, with just the
suspicion of tartness: "I'd no idea you'd ever let them rag you like
that."
"_Let_ them rag me?" he exclaimed. Then, remembering his part, he
stammered: "I--I don't know what--what happened. Something--somebody
perhaps--hit me, I think--that was all. It wasn't--it wasn't the
ragging. I could have--managed that."
Suddenly she said: "Whose mackintosh is that you're wearing?"
The tone of her voice was sharp, acrid, almost venomous.
He started, felt himself blushing, but hoped that in the reddish glow it
would not be observed. "I--I don't know," he stammered, still playing
for safety.
"You don't know?--Then we'll find out if we can. Perhaps there's a name
inside it."
She helped him off with it, and he, hoping devoutly that there might not
be a name inside it, watched her fascinatedly. He saw her examine the
inside of the collar and then throw the coat on the floor.
"So you've been there again," was all that she said. Once again he
replied, maddeningly: "I--I don't know."
She almost screamed at him: "Don't keep telling me you don't know!
You're not ill--there's nothing the matter with you at all--you're just
pretending! You couldn't keep order in the Big Hall, so you ran away
like a great coward and went to _that_ woman! Did you or didn't you?
Answer me!"
Never before, he reflected, had she quarrelled so shrilly and
rancorously; hitherto she had been restrained and rather pathetic, but
now she was shouting at him like a fishwife. It was a common domestic
bicker; the sort of thing that gets a good laugh on the music-hall
stage. No dignity in it--just sordid heaped-up abuse. "Great
coward"--"_That_ woman"--!
He dropped his lost-memory pose, careless, now, whether she found out or
not.
"I _did_ go to Clare," he said, curtly. "And that's Clare's raincoat.
Also Clare bandaged me--rather well, you must admit. Also, I've drunk
Clare's coffee and warmed myself at Clare's fire. Is there any other
confession you'd like to wring out of me?"
"Is there indeed? You know that best yourself."
"Perhaps you think I've been flirting with Clare?"
(As he said it he thought: Good God, why am I saying such things? It's
only making the position worse for us both.)
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