England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Then, slowly, grimly, as to some fixed and inevitable thing, his torture
returned. He tried to persuade himself that the worst was over, that
tragedy had spent its terrible utmost; but even the sad calm of
desperation was nowhere to be found. He paced up and down the bedroom
long and wearisomely; shortly after midnight the solitary gas-jet
faltered and flickered and finally abandoned itself with a forlorn pop.
"_Curse_ the place!" he muttered, acutely nervous in the sudden gloom;
then for some moments he meditated a sarcastic protest to the
hotel-proprietress in the morning. "I am aware," he would begin, tartly,
"that the attractions of Seacliffe in the evenings are not such as would
often tempt the visitor to keep up until the small hours; but don't you
think that is an argument _against_ rather than _for_ turning off the
gas-supply at midnight?" Rather ponderous, though; probably the woman
wouldn't know what he meant. He might write a letter to the _Seacliffe
Gazette_ about it, anyway. "Oh, _damn_ them!" he exclaimed, with sudden
fervour, as he searched for the candle on the dressing-table.
Unfortunately he possessed no matches, and the candlestick, when at last
his groping had discovered it, contained none, either. It was so
infernally dark and silent; everybody in the place was in bed except
himself. He pictured the maids, sleeping cosily in the top attics, or
perhaps chattering together in whispers about clothes or their
love-affairs or Seacliffe gossip or--why, of course!--about _him_. They
would surely be talking about him. Such a tit-bit of gossip! Everyone in
Seacliffe would be full of the tragedy of the young fellow whose wife,
less than a year married, had fallen accidentally into the sea off the
promenade! He, not she, would be the figure of high tragedy in their
minds, and on the morrow they would all stare at him morbidly,
curiously.... Good God in Heaven! Could he endure it? ... Lightly the
moonlight filtered through the Venetian blinds on to the garish linoleum
pattern; and when the blinds were stirred by the breeze the light
skipped along the floor like moving swords; he could not endure that,
anyway. He went to the windows and drew up the blinds, one after the
other. They would hear that, he reflected, if they were awake; they
would know he was not asleep.
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