England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
"I know. And I don't mind your sarcasm, though I don't think any more of
you for using it.... I repeat what I said--if Helen leaves you or if you
leave Helen, I shall have nothing more to do with you."
"It is certainly kind of you to warn me in time."
"You've never given Helen a fair trial. I know you and she are
ill-matched. I know you oughtn't to have married her at all, but that
doesn't matter--you've done it, and you've got to be fair to her. And if
you think that because I've confessed that I love you I'm in your power
for you to be cruel to, you're mistaken!" Her voice rose passionately.
He stared at her, admiring the warm flush that came into her cheeks, and
all the time pitying her, loving her, agonisingly!
"Understand," she went on, "You've got to look after Helen--you've got
to take care of her--watch her--do you know what I mean?"
"No. What do you mean?"
"I mean you must try to make her happy. She's sick and miserable, and,
somehow, you must cure her. I came here to see you because I thought I
could persuade you to be kind to her. I thought if you loved me at all,
you might do it for my sake. Remember I love Helen as well as you. Do
you still think I'm hard-hearted and cold? If you knew what goes on
inside me, the racking, raging longing--the-- No, no--what's the good of
talking of that to you? You either understand or else you don't, and if
you don't, no words of mine will make you.... But I warn you again, you
must cure Helen of her unhappiness. Otherwise, she might try to cure
herself--in any way, drastic or not, that occurred to her. Do you know
now what I mean?"
"I'm afraid I don't, even yet."
"Well"--her voice became harder--"it's this, if you want plain speaking.
Watch her in case she kills herself. She's thinking of it."
He went ashen pale again and said quietly, after a long pause: "How do
you know that?"
"Her letter."
"She mentioned it?"
"Yes."
"And that's what you've come to warn me about?"
"Yes. And to persuade you, if I could----"
"Why did you decide that a personal visit was necessary?"
"I shouldn't have cared to tell you all this by letter. And besides, a
letter wouldn't have been nearly as quick, would it? You see I only
received her letter this morning. After all, the matter's urgent enough.
One can easily be too late."
He said, with eyes fixed steadily upon her: "Clare, you _are_ too late.
She drowned herself last night."
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