India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Because you ain't wanted, my boy. You don't go dropping in on your
General in that promiscuous style. You wait till it's convenient to him
to send for you, and then you apologize for your existence in the most
abject terms at your command. I happen to know--friend at court, you
see--that you'll be summoned about sunset, and if you behave very nicely,
and answer prettily when you're spoken to, you may even be honoured by an
invitation to dinner."
"Learning one's place!" said Gerrard, with a wry look.
"Exactly--as I have been doing. Our days of independent action are over,
old boy. If we had been allowed to capture Agpur it might have been
different, but I don't know. Who wouldn't go from governing kingdoms to
take up regimental work again?"
Gerrard did not possess the art of banishing unpleasantness with a jest,
and his brow was clouded as they rode up to his tent between the lines of
the Habshiabadis. For them, however, he had nothing but praise,
rejoicing their hearts by admiration of their discipline, and learning,
as he expected, that Charteris had continued their military education
during his absence. General Desdichado was still maintaining a judicious
seclusion, owing to a fresh attack of illness, it seemed, and Charteris
remarked on the curious character of the ailment, which invariably became
acute when there was a question of the General's coming in contact with
any British officer.
"Scandal says that nothing but Sadiq Ali's direct command keeps him in
the field at all," he added. "Otherwise he would sneak back to
Habshiabad, and drink himself to death there in peace."
They were inside the tent now, and Charteris turned suddenly on his
friend. "Well, Hal, what news? Is that blessing of mine wanted, or not?"
"It's no good pretending I don't know what you mean, but on my life, Bob,
I can't tell you."
"Can't tell--in a matter of this kind? Nonsense!"
"It's this way. Almost the whole of the time I was there I could have
sworn she cared for you. We talked of nothing but you and your doings."
"Precious little in that. You did just the same when you thought I was
dead, and it meant absolutely nothing."
"But it makes every possible difference when we both know you are alive.
At any rate, I was too jolly downhearted to court another refusal. But
just as I came away, she looked at me in a way that made me think--and
something that she said----"
"And you didn't make sure? My young friend, it strikes me that you fear
your fate a good deal."
"Our Mr James hurried me away. But I am afraid--and I don't mind saying
so--of risking my last chance."
"Why your last? I wish I were coxcomb enough to be sure it was your
last, and that you would lose it."
"But even if she refused us both again, you can't go on persecuting a
girl who has said no to you three times."
"Why not? I shall go on asking her, if she says no a hundred times.
It's for her own good. No girl can really wish to be an old maid."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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