London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“You know I missed you dreadfully,” she said, leaning forward and
resting her hand on his knee. “It was just as bad for me as for you. But
now we’re together, don’t let’s worry about what has been; I’ve come
down to be happy, dear, to be happy.”
“Look here. We shall be out of the town soon. If you’re not tired, let’s
get out and walk along the cliff. The fly can take the traps along.
Shall we?”
“It’d be jolly. I’ve been sitting all the morning. What a lovely day! it
was foggy and horrid in town.”
So intense was Maddison’s happiness that he was content to be silent, as
he walked along by her side, as was she, for she went in fear of letting
him see that her pleasure at the meeting was not so great as his.
Moreover, the journey with West had given her food for thought, and the
knowledge that he was staying at Brighton had altered altogether the
plans she had made. A day or two alone with Maddison was all that she
felt she could endure, but with West near by it might be foolish to
return to town so soon.
Suddenly Maddison stopped and took her eagerly by the hands; stood close
to her, looking down into her eyes.
“I wonder if you know what this meeting means to me, Marian? I thought I
knew how much you are to me, but I didn’t—not till I came down here and
was without you. You’re all the world to me, Marian, just all the world.
There’s nothing else in the world for me but you. Are you _glad_? Very
glad——?”
“Very glad!” she answered softly.
“I used to laugh at men who went mad after a woman; but I’m mad for you,
Marian; crazy as can be! And you—I wonder, have you suffered as much as
I have done? I hope _not_ for your sake, but I’m selfish, and really
hope that you have. Have you?”
“How can I tell, dear? I know—I missed you very much, ever so much.
But, oh, why, George, worry about that? Isn’t the present good enough to
make us forget all about it?”
“You’re right! By Jove, you’re right. Let’s get on—I want to have you
all alone—in my arms, and to hold you so tight that you can never slip
away again.”
“That’s all right!” she answered, laughing, “but I’m not a man with
seven-leagued legs, so unless you want to get there before me, don’t
rush along like that!”
He slackened his speed, and they went along, he thinking of her, and
stealing look after look at her. She was wondering if she would have the
skill and the strength to play her game so that he should not discover
that what was so earnest to him to her was only make-believe. She
consoled herself with the thought that perhaps did he love her less his
penetration would be more keen and that the very excess of his ardor
would make him blind. Nevertheless, there was great need for care upon
her part, which would indeed have been unendurable to her had she not
known that the visit was to be brief and that in a few days’ time she
would be back in town, free. She was consoled, too, by the remembrance
that West had asked permission to call upon her.
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