London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She watched from the end of the pier the soft glitter of the sunshine
upon the broken water. She tried to puzzle out her future course, but
the way was not plain to her. There was this added to her concern, that
apart from the breaking up of his love for his wife, West was restless
and evidently worried by some business care. It hurt her to think of him
alone with his trouble, with no one who, even without understanding,
could give him nourishing sympathy. She would have sacrificed her soul
to have been free to link her arm in his and to offer to walk the
difficult way by his side, not supported by him, not supporting him, but
mutually confident, comrades, allies.
She was suddenly aware of some one standing close beside her, and
turning slowly found that West was watching her with evident amusement.
Taking his cigar out of his mouth, he said:
“A penny for your thoughts!”
“Not for sale,” she replied. “I did not know you were coming out.”
“Neither did I. But Aggy was—out of sorts,” he said slowly, “out of
sorts. So I sent her off to lie down and rest; and came along here at a
venture, knowing how fond you are of drinking in the fresh air. Not that
you seemed to be doing so just now in any great quantities, for your
mouth was close shut, and you looked as if you were wanting to fight
somebody. How do you feel for a sharp walk? Let’s go along to Hove and
back, it’ll brisk us up; at least I want brisking up. You never seem to
vary, like a weatherglass fixed at ‘set fair.’”
“Blessed are good appearances,” she said, tacitly accepting his
suggestion; “I fancy it’s best not to show your emotions; so few people
know how to sympathize. Most of them talk, and that’s the least part of
sympathy—at least I think so.”
“Do I show my emotions?”
“I can only guess whether you do or not. I might think I knew what you
were feeling, and I might be quite wrong.”
“What am I feeling now?”
“Glad to be out in the fresh air; glad to be moving; hoping by talking
to me to be able to forget for a while—your worries.”
“My worries?” he asked, looking at her keenly, and wondering why she
turned her face away and gazed steadily out at the sea. “My worries?
H’m. I don’t think much of you as a thought-reader; you might say that
to any busy man, who has had a hard day and most of a night working in
town.”
“Yes—but you don’t usually carry your business worries about with you,
as you have been doing lately.”
“Oh! Lately. Those quiet gray eyes of yours are keen. Well, it’s quite
true, I am unusually worried just now, and you’ll be surprised to hear
that I hate having to bear my worries alone. I used not to mind that
when I was alone. You see, Aggy doesn’t understand business; it isn’t
her line exactly——”
He stopped short, for it occurred to him that it was an awkward thing to
discuss his wife with another woman, however intimate a friend she might
be of them both.
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