London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“You’re getting lazy. You’re enjoying yourself too much. I must tell
Mrs. Squire to buck you up and make you work. Don’t forget, old chap,
that I want ‘The Rebel’ if you’ll let me have it. I don’t mind your
doing a replica for yourself, provided you never part with it. Think it
over. You haven’t much more than three months before you’ll have to send
in—I forgot you’re a blooming A.R.A.—but buck up, it don’t do to rest
on your oars nowadays, competition’s too keen and you must keep yourself
before the public if you don’t want to be forgotten.”
“That’s shop talk, West.”
“All the world’s a shop, my boy; always has been, always will be. Why,
even the socialist idea is to turn the country into a universal
provider. Don’t think it would help matters if poets and painters were
endowed by the State and hadn’t to work for a living. You can’t tell me
of any rich man—any man born rich—who has ever done any art work worth
talking about. If it weren’t for women and money the world would die of
inanition.”
“What rot you do talk sometimes, West; I suppose you find it a useful
habit in business; when a wise man can disguise himself as a foolish,
he’s sure to get on.”
“And the reverse also holds good, from which, logically, it must be
deduced that to appear other than you are is the first law of existence!
But as a matter of fact you know I’m not talking nonsense. If I were to
say to you: ‘I’ll give you an annuity of three thousand a year, on
condition that you give me all the pictures you paint, but you’ve only
to paint when you feel inspired to do so,’ why, my dear fellow, you know
as well as I do that your career would be over. Thank your lucky stars
you’ve got to work for your living. Well, I must be off, Aggy will
wonder what on earth’s become of me. She’s always expecting me to smash
myself. Do you think I may ‘walk into the parlor’ and say ‘good-by’
to—cook?”
CHAPTER XIX
HAD Maddison known that West’s advice had been inspired by Marian he
would have set it aside angrily, but in his ignorance he looked on it as
curiously coincidental with much of what she had said to him, when she
had urged upon him the necessity of their separating again. The fear of
Squire’s persecution had been thrust into the background, and he had
tried also to shake off the feeling that had gradually been growing upon
him, that his love for her was interfering detrimentally with his work.
“The Rebel” he believed, in fact he knew, to be the finest picture he
had yet painted, and the portrait of Mrs. West would, he believed, be
good; but beyond these two canvases he could not see. Marian seemed to
stand between him and his inspiration, upon which he had never before
called in vain, upon which, indeed, he had never before been compelled
to call, for it had always come unsummoned.
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