The train rumbled on through the night; it dragged into many little
stations and stopped jerkily, but Esther did not wake.
Once when she moved and the rug slipped, Micky rose and quietly
replaced it. He was very tired himself, but his brain would not allow
him to sleep; he felt as if he were living through years during these
long hours.
He sat looking at Esther with wistful eyes. Why was it that people
never fell in love with the right people? he asked himself vaguely. He
could have made her so happy.
He closed his eyes for a moment, then dragged them open again. He must
not go to sleep, whatever happened. He sat up stiffly.
Presently he lifted a corner of the blind. The sky looked a little
lighter, as if dawn were not far away. He looked at his watch. Nearly
two!
A sudden impulse came to him to wake Esther and make her listen now to
what he had to say. The time was getting short, and there was so much
to tell her and explain.
He rose and bent over her, but she did not move, and he went back
again to his corner.
He let the window down a little way, hoping the cold night air would
help to keep him awake. The minutes seemed to drag, though in reality
only a quarter of an hour had passed when Esther woke with a little
smothered cry.
Micky was on his feet in an instant.
"It's all right--there's nothing to be afraid of--you've been
asleep."
She rubbed her eyes childishly with her knuckles; she stared at him
for a moment unrecognisingly, then, as memory returned, she shrank
back into her corner.
Micky picked up the rug and coat that had slithered to the floor; he
waited a few moments till he saw that she was quite awake before he
spoke, then he said gently--
"I hope you feel better. We shall soon be in now. Are you warm
enough?"
"Yes, thank you."
"We shall be into Paris very soon," he said again; "and there is a
great deal I want to say to you first. Will you listen to me if I try
to explain?"
She met his eyes unflinchingly.
"There is only one man who can possibly explain anything to me," she
said then, "and he is not you."
Micky lost his temper; he was cold and tired and hungry, and at that
moment she seemed the most unreasonable of mortals.
"I shall not allow you to see Ashton, if you mean Ashton," he said
roughly. "The man isn't fit for you to think about. He's married, you
know that ... Esther, for your own sake----"
She had turned her face away and was looking out into the darkness;
she seemed not to be listening.
Micky went on urgently.
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