The Philippine Islands, 1493-1898, Volume 44, 1700-1736: Explorations by early navigators, descriptions of the islands and their peoples, their history and records of the Catholic missions, as related in contemporaneous books and manuscripts, showing the political, economic, commercial and religious conditions of those islands from their earliest relations with European nations to the close of the nineteenth century.
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The Philippine Islands, 1493-1898, Volume 44, 1700-1736: Explorations by early navigators, descriptions of the islands and their peoples, their history and records of the Catholic missions, as related in contemporaneous books and manuscripts, showing the political, economic, commercial and religious conditions of those islands from their earliest relations with European nations to the close of the nineteenth century.
Demarcation line of Alexander VI; Missions -- Philippines; Philippines -- Discovery and exploration; Philippines -- History -- Sources
It was my opinion that he could speak; and, availing myself of an
opportunity when I saw the people about him somewhat removed [from
his side], I made no little exertion to secure an utterance from
him. I spoke close to his ear, in a low voice; and he, recognizing my
intention, answered me, saying: "Alas! my father, all this is little
compared with what I deserve for my sins, which I confess are infinite;
and this which is happening to me is the kindness of God. I do not
complain of any one, and I will kiss the feet of every one. I only
ask your Grace that you will not leave me until I die, and that you
will be my companion until death; and that, if it be possible--so that
I may die far away from this noise, and be able to pass in quiet the
little time that may remain for me to live--they will carry me to the
hospital; that of St. John of God would be the best. But in any case,
do not leave me, your Grace, for the Virgin's sake; and care for my
soul, that it be not lost." This was what he said to me, in substance,
and even literally, the first time when he was able to speak.
Hardly had he said this to me when the people again came around us,
in a clamorous crowd, and I turned to contend with them. I made every
possible effort to provide for him what comfort I could, but I could
only secure this, that they carried him, with me, to a room farther
within the house; and there, now trying to restrain the tumult,
and now assisting him, I found him always in the same excellent
frame of mind. Sometimes I began to hear his confession, in coherent
and detailed form; sometimes the confession would be interrupted
because the doors at times were opened--until I could, by the aid of
some persons whom I knew to be influenced by the fear of God, keep
the doors closed for a time. I spent the time thus until about six
o'clock, when he died. In that time extreme unction was given to him;
and Doctor Rayo, who held delegate authority from the archbishop,
absolved him etiam in foro externo [i.e., "also in the outer court"]
from the excommunication. I omitted no effort in order that he might
use well the time for the benefit of his salvation, regarding which I
can state two things. [Here follow long pious reflections, which may be
left to the reader's imagination.] Finally, God punished him there for
the violence which he had employed with others--not allowing them even
the comfort and consolation of communication with their confessors,
as some desired; and it was not permitted to them except only to
make them comply with the [requirements of the] Church; for when he
desired to prepare himself at leisure, and to pass quietly the time
which remained to him, with the confessor who was aiding him there,
there was no way of securing this. On this account it is my opinion
that God chose to punish him in this life in order to pardon him in the
other one. This is my opinion; oh, that it might agree with that which
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