The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. ShoemakerHuff, Jacob K.
Philosophy
The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. Shoemaker
Huff, Jacob K.
American essays; Huff, Jacob K., 1851-1910
“Not always,” she sadly replied. “For when my dead baby comes back in the
night and begins to feel with his dead hands all over my bosom, and with
his dead mouth tries to find my breast, I then recall that many and many
the time that same baby groped for my breast when he was starving for the
want of proper food; for in those days John was drinking hard; and did
not provide for his family, and my half-starved body furnished but poor
watery food for my baby boy; and all night long his baby hands reached
for the fountain that had run dry. The doctor said he was so nearly
starved that he could not stand the pneumonia and recover, so he died.”
“Could you forgive your husband after baby died?” I asked.
“Yes, after a manner. You see he straightened up for a time after baby
died, and wasn’t drinking so very hard when he was killed. And he is
always young and sober and industrious in my dreams, the same as he was
when we were married, but baby is always hungry and groping with his dead
mouth for my shriveled breast.”
THE MORTGAGED MOTHER
The home was located in an isolated and lonely spot, with hills on two
sides of it and a ragged woodland in the rear, and the front side leading
into a deep ravine that grew wider as it neared the valley far below. The
road came up the steep ravine, passed the house and wound over the hill
in the rear. It was so steep that few people traveled the road unless
going to call on the owner of the home, Jack Wier.
Jack was sitting on the porch as we drove up to the house, and looked the
picture of despair. Children came running out of the house to see who was
coming, and the open doorway was filled with frowsy heads, besides the
bolder ones who hung over the rail of the porch and gazed at us like so
many startled rabbits. We counted nine, and Jack said the youngest was
sleeping in the cradle.
“Ten children, after a marriage of twelve years!” he said, with a
melancholy tinge in his voice.
“Surely there is no race suicide here!” I exclaimed.
“No, there is no race suicide, but there has been a mother sacrificed,”
he said, and there was a sob in his throat. “Two days after the birth
of our last baby girl the poor worn-out mother died. Nature could not
sustain her frail body after so many years of torture. Common sense
should have taught me that my wife was making a sacrifice of herself,
but I was blind. Suddenly I was awakened. I was left with a family of
ten children, and the eldest only eleven years old. Of course, I am fond
of the children, but the price paid was too much—twelve years of painful
sacrifice, and then an eternal rest in the bosom of mother earth.
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