The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. ShoemakerHuff, Jacob K.
Philosophy
The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. Shoemaker
Huff, Jacob K.
American essays; Huff, Jacob K., 1851-1910
“And what am I to do with my children? We have been getting along, after
a manner, but the children are now showing the effects of neglect. It may
require another sacrifice before the children are all pulled through.
Bessie, my eldest girl, has never had any childhood. She has been forced
into womanhood before she fairly tasted the joys of happy girlhood, and
she is growing into that peculiar condition where the overburdened body
takes on the appearance of age, and the dream-light no longer shines in
the hopeless eyes.”
“You take things too seriously,” I said, by way of cheering him up.
“That may be,” he replied, “but God knows how seriously things are taking
me! I love my children and would educate them all, if possible, but it
looks now as though I will never be able to educate any of them. This
poor hillside farm is all I have in the world, and debts accumulate much
faster than crops grow. When a man gets so far in debt that release seems
hopeless, the future looks uninviting to that man.
“And it’s all owing to my blind ignorance! So long as my wife lived I was
proud to be called the father of ten children. It put me in a class with
those patriarchs of old, who gloried in their many offspring. I forgot
that these same old patriarchs gloried in their many wives, as well.”
Then pointing down the valley he asked: “Do you see that white house over
yonder? That man has two children. They are now attending high school
over in the city. He is able to give them both a good education, and no
doubt the two will accomplish more good in the world than my ten, who
must grow up in ignorance and be fit to only perform menial and poorly
paid labor.
“And that’s not all, nor the worst: Growing up without a mother’s care
and loving hand to guide them, I often tremble for their safety. The
pitfalls and traps set to catch the unsophisticated girls are numerous
and temptations lurk in every dark corner. Race suicide may be a sin,
but mother sacrifice is a barbarous outrage. Outraged nature is taking
revenge out of me. I painted this picture myself, with living pictures,
but the face of a martyred mother is in the background.”
THE TOY MAKER
Just across the river lives the old toy maker, an old bachelor who has
been living the life of a hermit for many years. He is now almost seventy
years old, but works at his bench as vigorously as he did when I first
knew him. He will not discuss his past life, but avoids it as though old
memories give him pain. But his relatives say he was once disappointed in
love—jilted on what was to be his wedding day. Some pretend to know of a
wedding suit still preserved and packed away in a trunk, but never to be
worn by a bridegroom while the old toy maker lives and has the clothes in
his possession.
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