The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. ShoemakerHuff, Jacob K.
Philosophy
The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. Shoemaker
Huff, Jacob K.
American essays; Huff, Jacob K., 1851-1910
I often wonder why boys, without future prospects or opportunity to make
life a success, are always falling seriously in love, with thoughts of
matrimony in the near future.
Looking back to my own early boyhood days, I can see myself in love with
girls who only laughed at my grotesque aspirations. I never once thought
of the responsibilities that go with matrimony. I only knew that there
was one girl on earth I could not live without possessing her love. But
I did live through it all, after discovering that she did not care a fig
for me. I always took consolation by falling in love with some other
girl. By the time I was eighteen years old, I had been slighted and
jilted so often that I began to realize my worth—or worthlessness, rather.
It was different with Lyndal, because Mary encouraged him and led him
on. She even sent him an invitation to her graduation at the high school
where she attended, and where Lyndal often called on her. I remember now
that he came to me and asked for a job to earn some money to buy Mary a
graduation present. I remember still how hard he worked and how pleased
he was at sight of the money he had earned. He bought her a pretty little
pin, and the superstitious told him it would prick the love bubble and
let out all her affections.
He sent his present by mail, for Mary’s parents were trying to break up
the youthful flirtation, and had forbidden her to encourage the young
man any longer. He sat away back in the school room on the commencement
night, but not too far back to notice the fact that she was not wearing
the pin he gave her as a graduation present. No, but at her throat she
wore the gold pin Oliver Birdsall had given her. He knew the pin because
he saw young Birdsall buy it. This young man was the son of wealthy
parents, and would be very acceptable to Mary’s parents. Lyndal saw his
rival throw a bouquet of carnations at the feet of Mary at the conclusion
of her address. She picked it up and smiled her thanks back to Oliver,
and Lyndal read his fate in that smile—Mary Mackey was forever out of his
reach.
Oh, the agony of the moments that followed that revelation. Had Mary ever
dreamed of the sorrow she was creating for the poor boy when she led him
on, would she have done so?
Playing with human hearts is a very dangerous game, yet some heartless,
thoughtless people take great delight in love conquests. They find a
morbid pleasure in the pain suffered by others. To have some one plainly
longing to possess them, satisfies their vanity. Youth is cruel and
heartless. To feel that hearts are aching for their smiles is food for
their ambition. They want to be heart breakers and the destroyers of
peace. The triumphant look Mary glanced at Lyndal as she passed out of
the school room on Birdsall’s arm, brought comfort to her giddy soul.
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