Apparitions; Dreams; Occultism -- Early works to 1900; Parapsychology -- Early works to 1900
This “brown study” is the slightest form of that state which the French
term _ennui_, in which the mind too often is left to prey upon itself,
having, as it were, no sympathy with the world. Its more severe symptoms
are those of _misanthropy_, _melancholy_, and _hypochondriasis_,
inducing but too often that extreme _tedium vitæ_, the climax of which
is suicide. Out of the first, which is but the mere ripple of
derangement, we may be laughed or coaxed; nay, it may yield to the
positive _suffering_ of the _body_. The second is like the deep still
water, the awful calmness antecedent to a tempest. In the words of Lord
Erskine, “Reason is not driven from her seat, but distraction sits down
on it along with her, holds her trembling on it, and frights her from
her propriety. And then comes often o’er the mind a very coward
sentiment, echoing the demoniac resolution of Spenser’s “Cave of
Despair”:
“What if some little payne the passage have,
That makes frayle flesh to fear the better wave?
Is not short payne well borne, that brings long ease,
And layes the soule to sleep in quiet grave?”
IDA. Despair will often rouse even the most sensitive beings to the most
patient fortitude. How is this?
EV. Not rouse, but depress—not fortitude, but apathy. I could excite
your deepest sympathy and wonder, Ida, by the history of the young and
beautiful Ann G——n, who was hung for child-murder; in whom the
convulsive agony which followed her sentence at length ended in a
resignation which some would term heroism. During the nights in which I
myself watched her slumbers, both from deep scientific interest, and the
request of her judges, her actions were automatic; her existence was one
perfect trance; and she met her fate as if life and its consciousness
had long been parted.
Even an intense blow will sometimes, as it were, annihilate sensibility,
creating an icy apathy to all subsequent inflictions; which was the
effect on Mandrin, during the tortures of the wheel; for he smiled at
the _third_ blow, to find that it hurt him so little.
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