The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of AldinisSand, George
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The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of Aldinis
Sand, George
French fiction -- Translations into English
For a quarter of an hour we had not spoken a word, and the situation was
becoming intensely disagreeable. I was displeased with the signora,
because she had involved me, without my consent, in an adventure in
which I could no longer proceed at my own pleasure. I was even more
displeased with myself for allowing myself to be led into a series of
childish exploits of which all the shame must fall upon me; for, even in
the eyes of the least scrupulous of men, to seduce or compromise a girl
of fifteen must always be considered an evil and cowardly performance.
I was on the point of ordering the coachman to stop myself, when, on
turning toward my travelling companions, I saw that the signora was
weeping silently. I uttered an exclamation of surprise, and, moved by an
irresistible impulse, I took her hand; but she abruptly withdrew it, and
throwing her arms about Lila's neck, who was weeping also, hid her face
on her faithful soubrette's bosom and sobbed as if her heart would
break.
"In heaven's name, why do you weep in such heartrending fashion, my dear
signora?" I cried, almost falling at her feet. "If you do not wish to
send me away in utter despair, tell me if this unlucky adventure is the
cause of your tears, and if I can help to turn aside the consequences
which you dread."
She raised her head from Lila's shoulder, and replied, glancing at me
with something like indignation:
"You must think me a great coward!"
"I think nothing except what you tell me," I said. "But you turn away
from me, and you weep; how can I tell what is taking place in your mind?
Ah! if I have offended or displeased you, if I am the involuntary cause
of your unhappiness, how can I ever forgive myself?"
"So you think that I am afraid, do you?" she rejoined, in a tone at once
tender and bitter. "You see me weeping, and you say: 'She is like a
little girl who is afraid of being scolded!'"
She wept more bitterly than ever, concealing her face in her
handkerchief. I strove to comfort her, I implored her to answer me, to
look at me, to explain herself; and, in that moment of confusion and
emotion, my feeling toward her was so paternal and friendly that chance
brought to my lips, amid the sweet names by which I called her, the name
of a child who had once been dear to me. That name I had been accustomed
for many years to apply, unconsciously as it were, to all the lovely
children whom I chanced to caress. "My dear signora," I said, "dear
Alezia----" I paused, afraid that I might have offended her by giving
her accidentally a name that was not her own. But she did not seem
offended; she looked at me with some surprise and allowed me to take her
hand, which I covered with kisses.
Meanwhile the carriage was rolling on like the wind, and before I had
had time to obtain the explanation which I sought so eagerly, Lila
informed us that the Grimani villa was in sight and that we absolutely
must part.
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