The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of AldinisSand, George
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The Piccinino, Volume 2 (of 2); The last of Aldinis
Sand, George
French fiction -- Translations into English
"So you thought me cowardly and vain; you thought me capable of giving
my love to a man and accepting his, without giving him at the same time
my whole life. You thought that I would stay with you so long as the
wind held fair, and that I would go away as soon as it became adverse.
How can you have thought so? For you are a steadfast, loyal man, and I
am sure that you would not start upon any serious course of action until
you had determined to go on with it to the end. Why, then, do you insist
that I cannot do what you do, and why have you not the same good opinion
of me that I have of you? Either you must have great contempt for women,
or you have allowed yourself to be sadly misled by my levity. I am often
foolish; I know that; but perhaps that may be to some extent the fault
of my age, and it does not prevent my being steadfast and loyal. On the
day that I realized that I loved you, Lelio, I determined to marry you.
That surprises you. You remember not only the thoughts that I must have
had in my position, but also my past words and acts. You think of all
the patricians I have refused to marry because they were not noble
enough. Alas! my dear friend, I am the slave of my public, just as you
sometimes complain of being of yours, and I am obliged to play my rôle
before it until I find an opportunity to escape from the stage. But I
have kept my heart free under my mask, and, since I have been able to
reason, I have determined that I would not marry except in accordance
with the dictates of my heart. But I had to have some excuse for
dismissing all those insipid and impertinent patricians to whom you
refer. I found it in the prejudices common to my suitors and my family,
and, wounding the pride of the former and flattering the pride of the
latter at the same time, I took advantage of the antiquity of my blood
to refuse the hand of men who, noble as they were, were still, I said,
not noble enough for me. In this way I succeeded in getting rid of all
my troublesome suitors without displeasing my family; for although they
called my refusals childish whims, and offered my rejected followers
apologies for my exaggerated pride of birth, they were none the less
enchanted with it in the depths of their hearts. For some little time I
enjoyed greater freedom by virtue of this conduct. But at last my
stepfather, Prince Grimani, told me that it was time to make up my mind,
and presented his nephew, Count Ettore, as the husband he had in mind
for me. This new pretender was as unattractive to me as his
predecessor--even more so perhaps; for his excessive imbecility soon led
me to despise him altogether. The prince, seeing this, and thinking that
my mother, who is a dear soul and loves me with all her heart, might aid
and abet me in my resistance to his will, determined to part me from her
in order to force me more easily to obey him. He sent me here to live
with no one but his sister and nephew. He hopes that, being compelled to
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