The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
During the early part of the summer June was in ignorance of the
momentous shuffling of the cards of her destiny. She lived quietly,
rarely going to the city, and spending most of her time in the gardens
or on the balcony. Rosamund, who went about more, marketed in the
village and shopped in town, began to hear rumors of Jerry’s interest
in Miss Gracey. She met them riding together in the hot solitude of the
country roads, saw them meet on the trains to the city. Finally the
rumors passed to San Francisco and the Colonel heard them. He came down
to San Mateo that Saturday to talk things over with Rosamund. They
were worried and uneasy, a sense of calamity weighing on them both.
Though June was one of those women who obstinately adhere to the bright
side, who cling to hope till it crumbles in their hands, she felt,
during the summer, premonitions of ill fortune. Those inexplicable
shadows of approaching evil that Nature throws forward over the path of
sensitive temperaments had darkened her outlook. She questioned herself
as to her heaviness of heart, assuring herself that there was no new
cloud on her horizon. In the constancy of her own nature she did not
realize, as a more experienced woman would, that her hold on Jerry was
a silken thread which would wear very thin in the passage of years, and
be ready to snap at the first strain.
But the moods of apprehension and gloom began to be augmented by
ripples from the pool of gossip without. She heard that Jerry was
oftener in San Mateo than ever before, and she saw him less frequently.
One afternoon she met him driving with Mercedes, and the girl’s radiant
smile of recognition had something of malicious triumph under its
beaming sweetness. June drove home silent and pale. In her room she
tried to argue herself out of her depression. But it stayed with her,
made her preoccupied and quiet all the evening, lay down with her at
night, and was heavy and cold at her heart in the morning.
At the end of September they returned to town. They had been back a few
weeks when one afternoon she met Jerry on the street and they stopped
for a few moments’ conversation. It was nothing more than the ordinary
interchange of commonplaces between old friends, but when he had passed
on, the girl walked forward looking wan and feeling a deadly sense of
blankness. He was the same man, gay, handsome, suave, and yet he seemed
suddenly far removed from her, to be smiling with the perfunctory
politeness of a stranger. The chill exhaled by a dying love penetrated
her, pierced her to the core. She did not understand it, him, or
herself. All that she knew was that the sense of despondency became
suddenly overpowering, and closed like an iron clutch on her heart.
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