The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
For the first moment June was too stricken to move. She stood
spellbound, poised in mid-flight, hungrily staring. Then the desire for
concealment seized her, and she was about to turn and steal back to
the corner whence she had come, when Mercedes raised her eyes and saw
her. She threw a short, quick phrase at Jerry, and he started and drew
himself up. June moved forward, and as she approached them forced her
lips into a smile and bowed. She was conscious that Jerry had flushed
and looked angry as he raised his hat. But Mercedes enveloped her in
a glance of fascinating cordiality, inclining her head in a graceful
salutation.
A half-hour later June gained her room and sank into an arm-chair. For
some time she sat motionless, gazing at the gray oblongs of the two
windows with their shadowy upper draperies. As the look in Jerry’s face
kept rising upon her mental vision, she experienced a slight sensation
of nausea and feebleness. But even in this hour of revelation she kept
whispering to herself,
“He couldn’t! He couldn’t! He couldn’t have the heart! He couldn’t hurt
me so!”
The few poor memories she had of moments of tenderness between them,
the meager words of love that she had regarded as binding vows, rose
in her mind. It had seemed to her he could no more disregard them than
she could. She thought of herself responding to the love of another
man--of its impossibility--and sat bowed together in her chair,
for the first time catching a revealing gleam of the difference in
their attitudes. Then the memory of Mrs. Newbury came to her, and
with it a strengthening sense of his unbreakable obligation. Nearly
three years ago, when June had first heard of this, it had seemed so
degraded and repulsive that she had shrunk from the thought of it.
Now, sitting lonely in the twilight, her eyes staring at the gray
panes, she recalled it with relief, found it a thing to be glad of, to
congratulate herself upon. The city had put its stain upon her. Her
maidenly fastidiousness was smirched with its mud.
Plunged in these dark thoughts she did not hear the door open, nor
see Rosamund’s head gently inserted. It was not till the rustling of
her advancing skirts was distinct on the silence that June started
and turned. The last light of day fell through the long window on
the younger girl’s face, rosy with exercise, and shining with a new
happiness. She paused by June’s chair and stood there, looking down.
For the first time in her life the preoccupation of her own affairs
prevented her from noticing her sister’s sickly appearance.
“It’s all arranged, June,” she said in a low voice.
“Arranged!” repeated June, looking up quickly, her ear struck by
something unusual in her sister’s tone. “What’s arranged?”
“Everything between Mr. Harrower and me. We’re--we’re--”
“You’re engaged?” said June, almost solemnly.
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