The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
The baby’s contemplation of the fallen rabbit had by this time lost its
charm. She threw herself back in her chair and raised her voice in a
wail distinctly suggestive of weariness of spirit and _ennui_. Mitty
lifted her, a formless, weeping bundle, from her chair, and June’s
offer of the rabbit was met by an angrily repulsing hand and a writhing
movement of irritated disgust.
“She’s tired, poor lamb!” said Mitty, rocking her gently to and fro and
slapping on her back with a comforting, maternal hand. “We try to keep
her awake till Barney gets in. He just thinks there’s nothing in the
world like his baby.”
The dusk was beginning to subdue the brilliancy of sunset, and June,
buttoning herself into her jacket, bade mother and child good night.
Mitty’s cheerful good-bys followed her down the passageway, the baby’s
now lusty cries drowning the last messages which usually delay feminine
farewells.
Once outside, she walked rapidly toward home, avoiding the crowds on
C Street, and flitting, a small, dark figure, through less frequented
byways. Tumult was in her heart, also the sense of dread that had been
with her ever since she came to Virginia and knew her old lover was so
near.
Since his marriage she had tried with desperate persistence to uproot
him from her thoughts. She not only had begun to realize his baseness
of character, but the realization was becoming not a matter of words,
but a living force which was beginning to chill the feeling that for so
long had held her in its grasp. The first symptom of a decline in love,
the comprehension and dislike of the faults of the being loved, had
begun to stir in her.
Now Mitty’s unexpected revelation had upset this more normal and
serener frame of mind. She felt herself suddenly swept backward toward
a point that she had hoped was far behind. An elation rose in her that
frightened her and filled her with shame. Jerry sordid, throwing her
from him for the lust of money, was a bearable thought. It was Jerry
loving and beloved that had been too bitter to be borne. And Mitty had
said there was no love on either side--he was glad to have his wife go.
A turmoil of many feelings battled in her and the two strongest and
most violently opposed were fear and joy. As she stole homeward through
the darkening streets fear became stronger than joy. The future loomed
suddenly sinister. Her loneliness stretched darkly menacing before her.
Rosamund would soon be gone--gone so far, never again to be reached
with an outstretched hand or a calling voice. And Jerry would be there,
close to her, Jerry who did not love his wife, and was glad to have her
go.
CHAPTER III
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