The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
“Yes, everybody went, even the servants. They stole away without
telling me. They didn’t even wait to clear the things off the table.
That’s why it’s so quiet.”
Both spoke rapidly to hide their agitation. The woman’s was more
apparent than the man’s. She kept her eyes down and Jerry watched
her as she spoke. It was the first time for over a year that he had
had a chance to scrutinize her at will. She had changed greatly. Her
freshness was gone, her face looked smaller than ever and to-day was
almost haggard. But Jerry had had his fill of beauty. She loved him
still, and she was the one woman of the three he had loved. Ever since
Mercedes had left him he had been telling himself this, and the thought
had been taking fiery possession of him, growing more dominant each day.
“Rosamund’s made a fine marriage, hasn’t she?” he went on, with more
fluency. “Some day she’ll be Lady Rosamund, and won’t she be a stunning
Lady Rosamund? She’s made for it. Do you remember the time when I was
up at Foleys and you had the garden there? What a lot has happened in
these last four years.”
“Yes, a lot,” June assented. A broken rose-bud lay on the sofa beside
her. She picked it up and began to open its leaves.
“And who’d have supposed then that Rosamund was going to live in
England, and some day be Lady Rosamund?” There was a slight pause,
and he added in a lower voice, as if speaking to himself: “Who’d have
supposed any of the things were going to happen that did?”
June pressed apart the rose petals in silence.
“Who’d have supposed I would have done the things that I have done?”
he said, speaking in the same low voice, but now it was suddenly full
of significance.
He was looking directly at her. His eyes called hers, and with the
rose-bud still in her hand, she looked into them for a long motionless
moment. It was a look of revelation. He saw her will, like a trapped
bird, fluttering and struggling in his grasp.
“You’re just the same, June,” he said on a rising breath.
“No, no,” she faltered, “I’ve changed in every way. You don’t know how
I’ve changed. I’m quite a different person.”
“But you haven’t lost faith in me?” he said, leaning nearer to her.
She drew back, pressing her shoulders against the sofa, and gazing at
him with a sort of suspended apprehension. He did not seem to notice
her shrinking and went on impetuously:
“You understand if there were mistakes and errors and--and--and--
miserable misunderstandings, that I was led into them. I was a blind
fool. Mercedes never cared for me. She told me so three months after we
were married. She left me of her own free will. She was glad to go, and
I--well, I’ll tell _you_ the truth, June--I wasn’t sorry.”
His face was full of angry confession. He had had no intention of
talking to her in this way, but now he suddenly wanted to reinstate
himself in her good opinion and be soothed by her sympathy. She stopped
him.
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