The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
“Are you going to marry him?”
“No,” she answered.
“No?” he almost shouted, this time turning to stare at her.
She turned her face away repeating the negative.
“Why not?”
“I--I--don’t--oh, Jerry, don’t question me this way. It’s not fair.”
“But he _has_ asked you?”
“Yes.”
“And you’ve refused him?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“I haven’t got that sort of feeling for him. I admire him. I respect
him above all men. I can’t tell you how much he was to me, how I leaned
on him, depended on him, but--”
She stopped, looking down. Jerry, holding the reins in his loosely
gloved hand, leaning toward her, and into her ear whispered:
“But you don’t love him.”
He turned back to the horse with his face alight with triumph. The
relief that she was still his, that love of him had made her refuse
such an offer, intoxicated him. He could have sung and shouted. He was
silent, however, his eyes on the horse, conscious in every fiber of the
proximity of the woman who, he now knew, had not the power to break
from his influence.
Neither spoke again, till the buggy, cresting the last rise, came
out on the shoulder of the mountain, whence the road loops downward
through the sage to Washoe Lake. Below them, at the base of the Sierra,
the lake lay, a sheet of pure blue, its banks shading from the gray
of the surroundings to a vivid green where the water moistened them.
There was something human in this evidence of the land’s readiness
to bloom and beautify itself when the means were given it. It was a
touch of coquetry in this austere, unsmiling landscape that seemed so
indifferent.
Silent, the man and woman looked down, neither thinking of what they
saw. The spirited horse was now willing to rest for a space, and stood,
an equine statue against the sky, eagerly sniffing the keen air, his
head motionless in a trance of alert attention, his ears pricking back
and forth. A gulf of silence encircled them, pin-points of life in an
elemental world.
June sat with relaxed muscles, her hands in her lap, her eyes on the
lake. The stormy, troubled joy, so far from happiness, that was hers
when with Jerry, held her. She had no desire to speak or move. The
consciousness of his presence was like a drug to her energies, her
reason, and her conscience. Sitting beside him, in this sun-steeped,
serene solitude, the sense of wrong in his companionship became less
and less acute, the wall of reserve between them seemed to evaporate.
Sin and virtue, honor and dishonor, seemed the feeble inventions of
timid man, oppressed and overwhelmed by this primordial nature which
only sympathized with a pagan return to itself.
From an absent contemplation of the landscape Jerry turned and looked
at his companion. He surveyed her with tender scrutiny, noting points
in her appearance he had loved--the slight point with which her upper
lip, just in the middle, drooped on her under one, the depression of
her dimple, the fineness of her skin.
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