The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
Since Rosamund’s wedding the Colonel had seen a distinct change in his
darling. He set it down to grief at her sister’s departure. She was
pale and listless. The joy of youth had gone completely from her. Of
late he had noticed that she was often absent-minded, not answering
him if he spoke to her. He worried over her with a man’s helplessness
in situations of complicated feminine tribulation. Allen, drunk half
of the time, absent the other half, was no guardian for her. Yet the
Colonel could not take her away from him. He was her father. Sometimes
when he let himself build air castles over his after-dinner cigar,
he thought that perhaps Allen might die or marry again and then June
would come to him and be his daughter. He would watch over her and lap
her round with love and tenderness, and far off, in a rosy future, he
would see her giving her hand to Rion, the man, he told himself, that
Providence had made for her.
Her appearance to-night shocked him. She was pallid, the delicate
blue blur of veins showing on her temples, her eyes heavy and darkly
shadowed. He noticed that she ate little, crumbling her bread with a
nervous hand, and only touching her lips to the rim of the wine glass.
She was unusually distraught, often not answering the remarks he made
to her, but sitting with her lids down, her eyes on her restlessly
moving fingers.
Toward the end of dinner a sense of apprehension began to pervade him.
If she continued to droop this way she might contract some ailment and
die. Her mother had died of consumption and consumption often descended
from parent to child. He knew now that her likeness to Alice went
deeper than mere outward form into the secret springs of thought and
action. It was one of those careful and perfect reproductions of type
to which Nature is now and then subject. June was her mother in looks,
in character, in temperament. It was so singularly close a resemblance
that it seemed but natural to dread for her the disease that had killed
the elder woman.
“You feel perfectly well, Junie?” he inquired, trying to speak easily
but with anxious eyes on her.
“Well?” she repeated. “Oh, quite well! I’ve never been better. What
makes you ask?”
“I thought you looked pale, paler than usual, and seemed out of
spirits. _Are_ you out of spirits, dearie?”
“I’ve not been very cheerful since--since--Rosamund left.”
She concluded the sentence with an effort. The half-truth stuck in her
throat. She had been in a state of confused misery for days, but the
pain of her deception pierced through it.
“I hate to leave you looking like this,” he continued. “I’m sure you’re
not well.”
“Leave me!” she exclaimed with a startled emphasis. “You’re not going
to _leave_ me?”
Her face, full of alarmed protest, astonished him.
“Of course I’m not going to _leave_ you. I’m going down to San
Francisco on Monday for two weeks, that’s all. Business of Black Dan’s.”
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