The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
The first and second times this had happened June had mentioned
the fact to her sister, and that a gentleman should accidentally
meet a lady in an afternoon stroll had seemed a matter of so little
importance that Rosamund had quickly forgotten it. The subsequent
meetings, also apparently accidental, June, for some reason known to
herself, had not mentioned to any one. Now it was hard for her to
persuade herself that she met Jerry Barclay by anything but prearranged
design; and June did not like to think that she met him, or any other
man, by prearrangement. So she let him elicit from her by skilful
questioning, her itinerary for her afternoon walks when she had no
engagements, and took some trouble to make herself believe that the
meetings still had at least an air of the accidental.
But why did she not tell her sister of these walks? Why, in fact, had
she once or twice lately almost misled Rosamund in her efforts to evade
her queries as to how she had passed the afternoon?
If June happened to be looking in the mirror when she asked herself
these questions she noticed that she reddened and looked guilty.
There was nothing wrong in meeting Mr. Barclay and walking with him
or sitting on one of the benches in the quiet little plaza. Their
conversation had never contained a word with which the strictest duenna
could have found fault. Why, then, did June not tell? She hardly
knew herself. Some delicate fiber of feminine instinct told her that
what was becoming a secretly tremulous pleasure would be questioned,
interfered with, probably stopped. She knew she was not one who could
fight and defy. They would overwhelm her, and she would submit, baffled
and miserable.
If Jerry Barclay liked to talk to her that way in the open air, or
on the park bench better than in the gloomy grandeur of the parlor in
Folsom Street, why should he not? And yet she felt that if she had said
this to Rosamund with all the defiant confidence with which she said
it to herself, Rosamund would in some unexpected way sweep aside her
argument, show it worthless, and make her feel that if Jerry did not
want to see her in her own house he ought not to see her at all. So
June used the weapons of the weak, one of the most valuable of which is
the maintaining of silence on matters of dispute.
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