The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
As she met his glance her laughter died away. His face had changed
to something unfamiliar and hard. He was pale, his eyes fierce and
unloving. For a moment she looked at him, some phrase of inquiry dying
on her lips, then she made an attempt to rise, but he drew close to
her and caught her hands. She turned her head away, suddenly white and
frightened.
“June,” he whispered, “do you know how much I love you?”
It was a whisper unlike anything she had ever heard before. A whisper
within herself responded to it. She sat still, trembling and dizzy, and
felt his arms close about her, and her consciousness grow blurred as
his lips were pressed on hers.
The instant after he had loosed her and they had shrunk from each other
in guilty terror, the girl quivering with a rush of half comprehended
alarm, the man struggling with contending passions. His face seemed to
her full of anger, almost of hatred, as he cried to her,
“Go home. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have touched you. We can’t come here
again this way. I’m not free to love you. Go home.”
He made an imperious gesture for her to go, almost as though driving
her from his presence. White as death and dazed by the terrifying
strangeness of it all, she scrambled to her feet, and turning from him,
set out at a run. She brushed through the bushes, her eyes staring
before her, her breast straining with dry sobs. In one hand she still
held her little bunch of wild flowers, and with the other she made
futile snatches at her skirt, which she had trodden upon and torn.
Gaining the end of the wood, she came into the open garden, glaring
with sun, deserted and brilliant. Back of it stood the house, shuttered
to the afternoon heat and drowsing among its vines. She was about
to continue her course over the grass to the open front door, when
a footstep behind her, rapid as her own, fell on her ear. For an
instant of alert, lightly poised terror, she paused listening, then
shot forward across the grass and on to the drive. But her pursuer was
fleeter than she. Close at her shoulder she heard him, his voice full
of commanding urgency.
“Stop, I must speak to you.”
She obeyed as she must always obey that voice, and wheeled around on
him, pallid and panting.
“June, dearest, forgive me. I forgot myself and I’ve frightened you.
But we mustn’t meet--that way--any more.”
She looked at him without answering. He was as pale as she. The lower
part of his face seemed to tremble. He had difficulty in controlling it
and speaking quietly.
“It’s true what I said,” he went on. “I love you. I’ve done so for
months. I was to blame, horribly to blame. You’re so young--such a
child. I was the one to blame for it all.”
“For what?” she said. “What’s there to blame anybody for? What has
happened all of a sudden?”
He came closer to her and looked her steadily in the eye.
“I am not free,” he said in the lowest audible voice. “I can’t marry
you. I am not free.”
She repeated with trembling lips,
“Not free! Why not?”
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