The pioneer : $b A tale of two statesBonner, Geraldine
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The pioneer : $b A tale of two states
Bonner, Geraldine
California -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
“June, listen. We were going out driving at five. Mary Moore may be
down at any moment. Come quick; she mustn’t see you. She’s the worst
gossip in San Francisco. Come, I’ll help you.”
She dragged the girl up with an arm around her, hurried her to the top
of the stairs, along the hall, and into her room. There she let her
fall into an arm-chair, and, stepping back, locked the door.
In the sweet-scented, airy room, with its thin muslin curtains
softening the hot brilliancy of the landscape, June sat in the
arm-chair, silent and motionless, her face pinched. Rosamund, who
had never seen her sister like this, did not know what to do, and in
despair, resorted to the remedies she had been accustomed to using when
her mother had been ill. She softly rubbed June’s temples with cologne
and fanned her. Finally she knelt down by her side and said tenderly,
“What is it, Junie, dear? Tell it to me.”
“I have told it to you,” said June. “He’s not free; that’s all. You all
said it, but I wouldn’t believe it. Now he’s said it and I’ve got to
believe it.”
She spoke in a high, hard voice, and Rosamund, kneeling on the floor,
put her arms round her, and said with ingenuous consolation,
“But now you know it, the worst’s over.”
“Everything’s over,” said June dully.
Her eyes fell to her lap, and there, in one hand, she saw the wilted
remains of the little bunch of wild flowers. A sudden realization of
what her feelings had been when she picked them, how joyous, how shyly
happy, how full of an elated pleasure of life, and what they were now,
fell upon her with desolating force. She gave a cry, and, turning from
her sister, pressed her face against the back of the chair and burst
into a storm of tears.
CHAPTER VI
READJUSTMENT
June and July passed, and the life in the De Soto house was very
uneventful. As soon as the group of guests left June requested her
sister to ask no more visitors for a time, and the mid-summer days
filed by, unoccupied in their opulent, sun-bathed splendor.
The blow at first crushed her. Despite the warnings she had received,
it had come upon her with the stunning force of the entirely
unexpected. The very fact that Jerry had been attacked by scandal had
lent an exalted fervor to her belief in him. Even now, had there been a
possibility of her continuing in this belief, she would have persisted.
Weak, loving women have an extraordinary talent for self-deception, and
June combined with weakness and love an irrepressible optimism. She
tried to plead for him with herself, argued his case as before a stern
judge, attempted in her ignorance to find extenuating circumstances for
him, and then came face to face with the damning, incontrovertible fact
that he himself had admitted.
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