Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"I can't say," he answered. "I haven't the right to tell you."
"Why?"
"It isn't only mine to tell," he said.
"It's hers, you mean?" she exclaimed. "Everything's hers, I suppose,
now; everything that you once could call your own! Did you ever share
your life with _me_ in that fashion?"
"You forget," he said gravely. "_She_ shares herself."
Ethel Vernon leaned towards him fiercely. "Do you mean----" she began
impetuously, and stopped.
He turned and looked steadily into her angry eyes. Her quick breath
spread the starlight to a vague and smoky blueness among the gleaming
sequins on her breast. "Yes," he said, "that is probably what I _do_
mean. First or last, whatever you may call her, it's the woman's self
that counts."
She remained for a moment with her eyes still passionately alight, and
something visible even in the dusk upon her face which she would and
would not say. Then her mouth hardened, and she flung herself back in
her chair.
"I hate you," she cried.
"No," he said with a sigh; "you hate the fact. Every woman does whom
it doesn't profit."
There was nothing said between them for some minutes, and Caragh could
hear the silk ripple as her foot swung to and fro among the ruchings of
her skirt. The sound brought back another silence, when she had sat
beside him on an English summer evening in a dusk almost as deep;
brought back the hour from that scented night when, with the spells of
strangeness still upon her charm, he had listened to her ankles' silken
whisper, and felt in the dark the unendurable sweetness of her presence
rob his life of its desires.
He was carried so far by the memory that the change in her voice
startled him when she spoke again.
"What did you tell her about me," she demanded.
"I didn't tell her anything," he said.
"She hasn't asked about your past?"
"Not yet."
"You think she won't?"
"Oh, no, I don't," he smiled.
"And when she does! Will you tell her the usual lie?"
"Did I tell it to you?"
"You didn't ask me to marry you," she thrust back. "One treats the
woman differently that one's going to _share_."
"Yes," he admitted doubtfully, "it's very possible one does. Only I
think the sharing works the other way. One tells her the truth in
common honesty."
"Never!" she exclaimed. "You tell her the truth in transcendental
lunacy, and wish you'd bitten your tongue out five minutes later when
you see she thinks you a sweep."
He turned towards her with a smile. "I'm afraid my transcendental
lunacies are about done," he said.
She laughed. "To judge by the last of them," she retorted.
"The last of them!" he exclaimed reprovingly. "You shouldn't speak of
marriage by so wild a name."
"I don't," she said shortly; "only of yours. Will you swear to me that
you love her?"
"Willingly," he answered, "if you're unwise enough to ask."
"To ask for an oath which would have no meaning?"
"None whatever," he replied. "What would you expect?"
"The truth!" she said. "Isn't it due to me?"
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