Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
With the channel of that touch between them, the soothing trifles
became easy which had been impossible of speech before.
Uncertain of what she might find consoling, he spoke as to a child whom
he had found in tears; a murmur merely of the gentleness and pity which
were in his heart.
She paid, for some time, no heed to him, but her sobs relaxed, and
presently, though with her face still hidden, she laid a wet hand on
his.
"Do you really mean it?" she faltered searchingly.
"Of course I mean it," he replied, wondering what his meaning was
supposed to be, but resolute to stand to this poor creature for any
kindness and fortitude there might be in the world.
"You're very, very good," she said; but her eyes had in them, even to
his discernment, an appreciation of another sort of worth.
That was at the beginning of the afternoon; yet, though he sculled her
up stream later, to taste, melting in the heated air, the moist
coolness under Bensington weir, and higher, afterwards, to the "Swan"
for tea, she made no reference to that understanding which was by him
so little understood.
But she was more than usually silent, and there was a dream-haze across
the purple depths of her eyes, which only parted when she looked at
him. Then the wonderful colour seemed to flood them, and she smiled
faintly in the furthest crevice of her lips, as though they had been
touched by the tips of some feathery pleasure.
But to Terence that sweetness of a shared secret in her smile was
immensely discomposing.
That, he recognized, when he came to look back, was the moment of
warning.
At that he had his fears, never stirred before; at that he should have
taken flight.
Flight was the way of men; of men timorous and importuned; perhaps,
often, the only way. But he had not the courage for such a show of
fear; even flight seemed to affront a woman's confidence.
A sheaf of letters at breakfast offered him that bridge of fabulous
affairs over which so many a man of wider experience would have
escaped. But he gave it never a thought. Where was fraternity in the
world if one had to flee from the first woman who dared to claim it?
He would as soon have fled from an infectious fever!
There were closer points in the comparison than he supposed--though the
world does not equally admire the man who imperils the safety of his
life and him who risks the peace of it--but perception of them would
not have changed his mind.
He stayed because he could not go.
The morning of the day that followed was spent by every one on the
shady lawn. It was too hot for even the theory of movement, and plans
were postponed until the afternoon. Terence had meant to sketch a
piece of stonework at Ewelme Church, but found himself engaged by his
hostess to drive her to Nuneham.
Whether she intended to go there or not, she pleaded the heat as an
excuse for deferring the start till it became too late to make one.
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