“My pulses thrill, tears flow without control,
A tender mood my steadfast heart o’ersways;
What I possess as from afar I see,
What I have lost is the reality to me.”
_Miss Swanwick’s translation._
A strange characteristic of these playful reminiscences is that what
displeased us at the time of its occurrence may give pleasure when
revived by memory. When, for instance, a traveller recounts his
adventures on a mountain tour he takes pleasure in dwelling on the
hardships which he endured. Is this entirely due to the knowledge that
it is all over now? I think not. First comes self-congratulation on
having borne such grievous difficulties, i.e., the feeling of power
which we find to be the chief source of satisfaction in almost all play.
Playful pretence[293] that the personified and elaborated mental
contents are real is psychologically important to productive artists,
and still more so to the enjoyment of poetic creations. Artists often
refer to their as yet unembodied conceptions as to very real things,
and frequently these assume the rôle of relentless taskmasters or of
veritable demoniacal possessions. Then, of course, they cease to be
playful. A. Feuerbach writes: “If it were not for this Gastmahl I would
be happy; but it pervades everything and gets in my way. It haunts my
thoughts. It feeds on my heart’s blood and saps my inmost life.”[294]
Yet the artist often exults in the fact that he has a self-created
world all his own—he plays with the illusion. “It would concern the
reader little, perhaps,” says Dickens about his David Copperfield, “to
know how sorrowfully the pen is laid down at the close of a two years’
imaginative task; or how an author feels as if he were dismissing some
portion of himself into the shadowy world when a crowd of the creatures
of his own brain are going from him forever. Yet I have nothing else to
tell, unless, indeed, I were to confess (which might be of less moment
still) that no one can ever believe this narrative, in the reading,
more than I have believed it in the writing.” This sort of illusion is
essential to æsthetic enjoyment in hearing or reading poetic creations.
The child who listens absorbedly to a fairy story,[295] the boy for
whom the entire external world sinks and vanishes while he is lost in a
tale of adventure, or the adult who follows with breathless attention
the development of a captivating romance; all allow the authors’
creations to get possession of their consciousness to the exclusion of
reality, and yet not as an actual substitute for it.
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