The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur SymonsDowson, Ernest Christopher
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The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur Symons
Dowson, Ernest Christopher
Authors, English; English poetry
Inexplicable! Inexplicable! _Did_ they marry after all? Could there
have been some gigantic misunderstanding? I paid a pilgrimage this
morning which hitherto I had deferred, I know not precisely why. I
went to the old house in the Rue d'Alva--where she lived, our
Comtesse. And the sight of its grim, historic frontal made twenty
years seem as yesterday. I meant to content myself with a mere glimpse
at the barred windows, but the impulse seized me to ring the bell
which I used to ring so often. It was a foolish, fantastic impulse,
but I obeyed it. I found it was occupied by an Englishman, a Mr.
Venables--there seem to be more English here than in my time--and I
sent in my card and asked if I might see the famous dining-room. There
was no objection raised, my host was most courteous, my name, he said,
was familiar to him; he is evidently proud of his dilapidated old
palace, and has had the grace to save it from the attentions of the
upholsterer. No! twenty years have produced very little change in the
room where we had so many pleasant sittings. The ancient stamped
leather on the walls is perhaps a trifle more ragged, the old oak
panels not blacker--that were impossible--but a trifle more
worm-eaten; it is the same room. I must have seemed a sad boor to my
polite cicerone as I stood, hat in hand, and silently took in all the
old familiar details. The same smell of mildewed antiquity, I could
almost believe the same furniture. And indeed my host tells me that he
took over the house as it was, and that some of the chairs and tables
are scarcely more youthful than the walls. Yes, there by the huge
fireplace was the same quaintly carved chair where she always sat. Ah,
those delicious evenings when one was five-and-twenty. For the moment
I should not have been surprised if she had suddenly taken shape
before my eyes, in the old seat, the slim, girlish woman in her white
dress, her hands folded in her lap, her quiet eyes gazing dreamily
into the red fire, a subtile air of distinction in her whole
posture.... She would be old now, I suppose. Would she? Ah no, she was
not one of the women who grow old.... I caught up the thread of my
host's discourse just as he was pointing it with a sharp rap upon one
of the most time-stained panels.
'Behind there,' he remarked, with pardonable pride, 'is the secret
passage where the Duc d'Alva was assassinated.'
I smiled apologetically.
'Yes,' I said, 'I know it. I should explain perhaps--my excuse for
troubling you was not merely historic curiosity. I have more personal
associations with this room. I spent some charming hours in it a great
many years ago--' and for the moment I had forgotten that I was
nearly fifty.
'Ah,' he said, with interest, 'you know the late people, the
Fontaines.'
'No,' I said, 'I am afraid I have never heard of them. I am very
ancient. In my time it belonged to the Savaresse family.'
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