The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur SymonsDowson, Ernest Christopher
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The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur Symons
Dowson, Ernest Christopher
Authors, English; English poetry
And of this last meeting, Lorimer, I gather, is always restlessly
expectant, his whole life concentrated, as it were, in a very passion
of waiting for a moment which will surely come. His theory, I confess,
escapes me, nor can I guess how far a certain feverish remorse, an
intention of expiation may be set as a guiding spring in his unhinged
mind, and account, at least in part, for the fantastic attitude which
he must have adopted for many years. If I cannot forgive him, at least
I bear him no malice, and for the rest, our paths will hardly cross
again. One takes up one's life and expiates its errors, each after
one's several fashion--and my way is not Lorimer's. And now that it is
all so clear, there is nothing to keep me here any longer, nothing to
bring me back again. For it seemed to me to-day, strangely enough, as
though a certain candle of hope, of promise, of pleasant
possibilities, which had flickered with more or less light for so many
years, had suddenly gone out and left me alone in utter darkness, as
the knowledge was borne in upon me that henceforth Madame de Savaresse
had passed altogether and finally out of my life.
And so to-morrow--Brussels!
A CASE OF CONSCIENCE
I
It was in Brittany, and the apples were already acquiring a ruddier,
autumnal tint, amid their greens and yellows, though Autumn was not
yet; and the country lay very still and fair in the sunset which had
befallen, softly and suddenly as is the fashion there. A man and a
girl stood looking down in silence at the village, Ploumariel, from
their post of vantage, half way up the hill: at its lichened church
spire, dotted with little gables, like dove-cotes; at the slated roof
of its market; at its quiet white houses. The man's eyes rested on it
complacently, with the enjoyment of the painter, finding it charming:
the girl's, a little absently, as one who had seen it very often
before. She was pretty and very young, but her gray serious eyes, the
poise of her head, with its rebellious brown hair braided plainly,
gave her a little air of dignity, of reserve which sat piquantly upon
her youth. In one ungloved hand, that was brown from the sun, but very
beautiful, she held an old parasol, the other played occasionally with
a bit of purple heather. Presently she began to speak, using English
just coloured by a foreign accent, that made her speech prettier.
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