Methodist Church (Great Britain) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
'One of our men out there. He had a big practice as a consulting
physician in Harley Street until a few months ago, when he offered
himself to the Army. He is a nerve specialist, and years ago paid
great attention to brain troubles. He was so kind to me, and was such
an understanding fellow that I told him my story. He was awfully
interested, and said that he never knew but one case where loss of
memory had continued so long as it had with me.'
'Did he give you any hope?' I asked.
He shook his head doubtfully. 'He would not say anything definite. He
seemed to think that as my general health had been good for so long,
and as my memory had not come back, it might be a very long time before
there was any change. All the same, he felt sure that it was only a
matter of time. He seemed to regard my trouble as a kind of artificial
barrier which divided the past from the present, but that time would
constantly wear away the barrier. He also said that if some very vivid
and striking happening were to take place, something that was vitally
connected with my past, it might suddenly pierce it--tear it aside, and
let in the light.'
'And--and----?'
'No, Luscombe,' he interrupted, as if divining my thoughts, 'I know of
nothing, I remember nothing. But there was something else he told me
which makes me have faith in him. It was so true.'
'What was that?'
'That loss of memory often gave a kind of sixth sense. He said he
should not be surprised if I had very vivid premonitions of the future.
That I had a kind of knowledge when something out of the common were
going to happen. That's what makes me afraid.'
'Afraid?'
'Yes, afraid. I seem to be on the brink of a great black chasm. I
feel that I am able to save myself from falling, only I won't. I say,
what's that?'
'It's a motor-car,' I replied. 'Sir Thomas told me he had other guests
coming.'
'What guests? Who are they?'
'How can I know?' I replied, for I feared to tell him what our host had
told me about Lord Carbis's relations to Springfield, and that probably
Lorna's engagement might be announced in a few hours.
We were both dressed ready for dinner a quarter of an hour before the
time announced, and together we found our way downstairs into the
reception hall. Early as we were, we found that not only was Lorna
Bolivick there, but George St. Mabyn was also present and was talking
eagerly to Norah Blackwater. Springfield also came a few seconds
later, and went straight to Lorna's side and spoke to her with an air
of proprietorship.
I felt that Edgecumbe and I were _de trop_, and I moved away from them,
but Edgecumbe went to St. Mabyn and Norah Blackwater, as if with the
purpose of speaking to them. I thought, too, that there was a strange
look in his eyes.
'You are not much like your brother Maurice,' he said suddenly.
'My brother Maurice!' said St. Mabyn, and I thought his voice was
hoarse. 'What do you know of him?'
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