British -- India -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- India -- Fiction
‘I am afraid,’ said Innes, ‘you are not even upon the fringe of the
situation.’
‘It’s the situation as I see it.’
‘Then--excuse me--you do not see deep enough. That poor lady suffered,
I suppose, to the extent of her capacity. You would not have have
increased it.’
‘I don’t know, I should have preferred not to measure it.’
‘Besides, that was not quite the sort of thing I had in mind. I was
thinking more of the--separations.’
‘Ah!’ said Madeline.
‘It’s not fair to ask women to live much in India. Sometimes it’s the
children, sometimes it’s ill health, sometimes it’s natural antipathy to
the place; there’s always a reason to take them away.’
‘Yes,’ said Madeline, turning a glance of scrutiny on him. His face was
impassive; he was watching mechanically for a chance to slay a teasing
green spider-fly.
‘That is the beginning of the tragedy I was thinking of. Time does the
rest, time and the aridity of separations. How many men and women
can hold themselves together with letters? I don’t mean aging or any
physical change. I don’t mean change at all.’
‘No,’ said Madeline, and this time, though her curiosity was greater,
she did not look at him.
‘No. The mind could accustom itself to expect that, and so forestall
the blow, if it really would be a blow, which I doubt. For myself, I’m
pretty sure that nothing of that kind could have much effect upon one’s
feeling, if it were the real thing.’ He spoke practically to himself, as
if he had reasoned this out many times.
‘Oh, no!’ said Madeline.
‘But separation can do a worse thing than that. It can REINTRODUCE
people, having deprived them of their mutual illusion under which they
married. If they lived together the illusion would go, I suppose, but
custom and comfort would step in to prevent a jar. There never would be
that awful revelation of indifference.’
He stopped sharply, and the hope went through Madeline’s mind that her
face expressed no personal concern for him. There was a small red stain
in the brown of his cheek as he looked at her to find out, and he added,
‘I’ve known--in Bombay--one or two bad cases of that. But, of course, it
is the wife who suffers most. Shall we canter on?’
‘In a minute,’ said Madeline, and he drew his rein again.
She could not let this be the last word; he must not imagine that she
had seen, through the simple crystal of his convictions, the personal
situation that gave them to him.
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