British -- California -- Fiction; British -- China -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Mrs. Thompson looked aggrieved. “No, but it is _particularly_ difficult
for me. People don’t seem to understand how acutely I suffer in this damp
heat. I have had bronchitis _twice_ in the last year. My husband is in
_despair_.”
“She expects me to love her the more for her bronchitis,” thought Edward.
He sat and perspired. “Why live in India, then?” it occurred to him
presently to say fretfully. “Why live at all?” he might have said.
“My _whole life_ is bound up in India. My _dearest_ friends—you don’t
happen to know J. L. Wilkinson of the Tea Commission, do you? Funny, I
get on _so_ much better with men than with women.... In India we know how
to live and enjoy life.... One’s servants _adore_ one—look how difficult
the labor problem is in England—We had a house in St. Leonards when we
were on leave.... I had to open the front door myself. I often thought
how _horrified_ my friends in India would have been ... a fragile person
like me....”
Here was Emily coming, leading the procession. “I was right. Toby was
wrong.”
Captain Ross raised one eyebrow. The skin of his face looked so tight
that one wondered how his eyebrow found leeway. Certainly he could not
have moved both at once.
“Most ex-straw-dinary thing,” he said in a suffocated voice.
“Sure you won’t come to the Merriment for dinner, Emily?” asked Mr.
Thompson. The faces of Mrs. Hoskins and Mrs. Thompson showed this plainly
to be a man-like idiocy. It would have been impossible for either of them
to tolerate a party at which there should be one woman too many.
“I’m dining with Edward tonight,” said Emily. “Another time, please, I’d
love to.”
They were gone.
“Come up to my room,” said Emily.
Directly the door of her room was shut behind them, Emily’s face began to
twitch. Her eyes looked twice as large as they had been; it was because
they were full of tears.
“Oh, Edward,” she cried, running to him, “you have heard. You have heard.
Isn’t this a terrible thing? Everything has been terrible that has
happened to me. Edward ... I can’t ever stop crying. My eyes are tired of
holding tears in....”
Edward had her at last in his arms. He sat on her bed and held her on his
knee. She was rigid. She would not be comfortable. She pressed her face
into his shoulder but her body was stiff and uncomforted. She cried,
“Edward ... Edward ... Edward ... such a terrible thing....” Her crying
sounded fantastically like laughter. She cried in a little weak downward
scale, a little A-ha-ha-ha-ha ... and Oh Edward—with each upward breath.
Edward was trembling violently. He was racked with disgust because of his
own dumbness. He stroked her hair with his shaking hand. He stroked the
back of her neck, her twitching shoulder. He put his lips to her hair.
She was murmuring something, but her mouth was against his shoulder. What
was she saying? He was cursed. His ears shut from him small epoch-making
sounds.
“Emily, what are you saying? Lift up your head.... I can’t hear.”
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