British -- California -- Fiction; British -- China -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
three sexes, men, women and people who pity. _It is said that the tiger
will sometimes play with the lamb. Let us play._ He is laughing in a
laboriously aesthetic way. He is pulling the nineteenth century’s leg,
but the twentieth century can pull his. It is all Victorian smart like
a minor novelist’s club. Affectations of an out-of-date “deliciously
naughty fellow.” Written for sheltered women. _The real genius for love
lies not in getting into but getting out of love._ All right. But does
the word love catch every woman’s eye as it catches mine? _Pythons....
Persian cats...._ Are men then really so naïve? No woman would bother to
retail such Garden Suburb vice. Or do I not understand the joke? Yes, I
know he wrote it when he was young. But he re-published it when he was
old. Has he not noticed what has happened to the world since he wrote
it? It is re-published in fun ... as a survival. If I were cleverer I
would have been laughing all along. But it is proud of its Bohemianism.
The game of being a Bohemian can only be played with a smiling
mind. You can’t have a smiling mind among Pythons and Persian cats.
No—_Hypocritical reader, in telling you of my vices I am only telling
you of your own, in showing you my soul I am only showing you your own._
When he talks of readers and souls and vices like that he is using a dead
language. The reader he apostrophizes is dead. He has the sustained smirk
of a John Leech “Toff.” He is an inverted Pollyanna. Now I am in America.
We don’t pretend now. We don’t leer. When we leer we see ourselves in the
glass now.’
Tam McTab said, “By Jove, Emily, you ought to be shot. You are
terrifying. You are too conscious, you frighten one.”
“Tam, do I frighten you? Tam, say quickly, do I frighten you?”
“Not so much as you might,” he said. “Because we are all somehow
metallically unsimple in these days. I am too. We can’t even be naked
without noticing it. We can’t even think without thinking about thinking.
But you are too unsimple to be allowed to live, really. It is simple and
human to pose a bit and not to know you are posing. When you try to know
yourself so well you devastate yourself. You are conspicuously inhuman
even in an inhuman age. You are too hard-hearted to have delusions and
to make mistakes and love yourself peacefully as everyone else does. If
you hit nails on the head you do it savagely, with a purpose, and kill
something with it—as Jael did.”
It was suddenly apparent that Emily was crying, but she made no sound and
said no word. Her eyes looked round and strained and the firelight caught
the tears on her lower lashes.
“Is that a bird calling?” asked Lucy mildly. Lucy’s cindery hand was
nervously poking the fire with a twig.
Information was generally left for Rhoda to give. “It is not a bird. It
is a man whistling.”
The firelight glared suddenly and cast all their shadows outward in a
circle. Their shadows were like the petals of a dark flower with a
flaming centre.
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