British -- California -- Fiction; British -- China -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They listened to the sound of approaching steps across the soft pine
needles. Edward listened but he could not hear. A panic seized him
because he could not hear. “Probably the forest is full of great sound.
They talk of birds and whistling. The world can’t be nearly as still as
my world is. My hearing reaches no further than the light of the fire.
I have no impersonal hearing at all. Perhaps they can all hear that
waterfall across the valley and perhaps owls and the tread of deer. I
should be ashamed to tell Emily how little I can hear, although I can
always hear her voice. I am defective. Our hero in a tragic mood of
self-realisation. Our hero indeed! I am not even my own hero.”
He drew back a little from the dancing light of the fire because he
wished to have shadow on his eyes which were filling with tears of
self-contempt and self-pity.
“Real men never cry,” he told himself. “What is the matter with me that
I have never grown up into a man? Here are two men coming out of the
forest. They need a shave. They have big muscles under their skin. Even
when they get drunk they probably never cry and surely they never hate
themselves. I don’t love Emily—as either of those two men could love her.
I love her deafly and drunkenly and neurotically. Is there no happiness
at all for poor things?”
The two unshaven strange men he was looking at stood in the outer radius
of the firelight. It was amazingly unlikely that they should have found
the campers, it seemed. Edward thought that he and Emily and the others
were like bees hidden in their flower of flame and shadow. But now they
were found.
“Any of you folks got a match?” asked one of the strangers. He added
when he had lighted his pipe, “Why, you’re San Francisco folks, aren’t
you? I know because I had the pleasure of listening to you, Miss Romero,
addressing a meeting of the What is Liberty Association last week. Say,
did you know the office of the W. I. L. A. had been raided? Sure it has.
I wouldn’t of known it only that I happened to be right there on the
stairs when the police hit the place. Took my name and address and showed
me the door.”
“Why, what d’you know about that?” murmured Banner Hope. Rhoda looked
rather white.
“Have a drink, strangers?” said Avery Bird.
CHAPTER FOUR
Ah, fortunate,
Ah, fortunate ...
I can defy tomorrow’s law;
Never tomorrow can say to me—
_It passed you by. You did not see._
For I saw....
There was a star fell out of the night,
Fell down that tall blue precipice,
And I had time to lift my sight,
To lift my fortunate sight to this
And say—_I am not too late,_
_I am not too late._
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