The strength of the fool, too, began to fail, for he was old. He bore
all the signs of age, even to the grey hairs, which betokened no wisdom.
But one cannot say what wisdom might be in him, or how far he had fought
his own battle, and been victorious. Whether any notion of a continuance
of life and thought dwelt in his brain, it is impossible to tell; but he
seemed to have the idea that this was not his home; and those who saw
him gradually approaching his end, might well anticipate for him a
higher life in the world to come. He had passed through this world
without ever awaking to such a consciousness of being as is common to
mankind. He had spent his years like a weary dream through a long
night--a strange, dismal, unkindly dream; and now the morning was at
hand. Often in his dream had he listened with sleepy senses to the
ringing of the bell, but that bell would awake him at last. He was like
a seed buried too deep in the soil, to which the light has never
penetrated, and which, therefore, has never forced its way upwards to
the open air, ever experienced the resurrection of the dead. But seeds
will grow ages after they have fallen into the earth; and, indeed, with
many kinds, and within some limits, the older the seed before it
germinates, the more plentiful the fruit. And may it not be believed of
many human beings, that, the Great Husbandman having sown them like
seeds in the soil of human affairs, there they lie buried a life long;
and only after the upturning of the soil by death reach a position in
which the awakening of their aspiration and the consequent growth become
possible. Surely He has made nothing in vain.
A violent cold and cough brought him at last near to his end, and
hearing that he was ill, Elsie ventured one bright spring day to go to
see him. When she entered the miserable room where he lay, he held out
his hand to her with something like a smile, and muttered feebly and
painfully, “I’m gaein’ to the wow, nae to come back again.” Elsie could
not restrain her tears; while the old man, looking fixedly at her,
though with meaningless eyes, muttered, for the last time, “_Come hame!
come hame!_” and sank into a lethargy, from which nothing could rouse
him, till, next morning, he was waked by friendly death from the long
sleep of this world’s night. They bore him to his favourite churchyard,
and buried him within the site of the old church, below his loved bell,
which had ever been to him as the cuckoo-note of a coming spring. Thus
he at length obeyed its summons, and went home.
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