“I very soon found myself at home with the Hetheridges; and very soon
again I began to find myself not so much at home; for Miss
Hetheridge--Laetitia as I soon ventured to call her--was fascinating. I
have told you, Katey, that there was an empty place in my heart. Look to
the door then, Katey. That was what made me so ready to fall in love
with Laetitia. Her figure was graceful, and I think, even now, her face
would have been beautiful but for a certain contraction of the skin over
the nostrils, suggesting an invisible thumb and forefinger pinching
them, which repelled me, although I did not then know what it indicated.
I had not been with her one evening before the impression it made on me
had vanished, and that so entirely that I could hardly recall the
perception of the peculiarity which had occasioned it. Her observation
was remarkably keen, and her judgment generally correct. She had great
confidence in it herself; nor was she devoid of sympathy with some of
the forms of human imagination, only they never seemed to possess for
her any relation to practical life. That was to be ordered by the
judgment alone. I do not mean she ever said so. I am only giving the
conclusions I came to afterwards. It is not necessary that you should
have any more thorough acquaintance with her mental character. One point
in her moral nature, of special consequence to my narrative, will show
itself by and by.
“I did all I could to make myself agreeable to her, and the more I
succeeded the more delightful she became in my eyes. We walked in the
garden and grounds together; we read, or rather I read and she
listened;--read poetry, Katey--sometimes till we could not read any more
for certain haziness and huskiness which look now, I am afraid,
considerably more absurd than they really were, or even ought to look.
In short, I considered myself thoroughly in love with her.”
“And wasn’t she in love with you, uncle?”
“Don’t interrupt me, child. I don’t know. I hoped so then. I hope the
contrary now. She liked me I am sure. That is not much to say. Liking is
very pleasant and very cheap. Love is as rare as a star.”
“I thought the stars were anything but rare, uncle.”
“That’s because you never went out to find one for yourself, Katey. They
would prove a few miles apart then.”
“But it would be big enough when I did find it.”
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