“The first of November was a very lovely day, quite one of the ‘halcyon
days’ of ‘St. Martin’s summer.’ I was sitting in a little arbour I had
just discovered, with a book in my hand,--not reading, however, but
day-dreaming,--when, lifting my eyes from the ground, I was startled to
see, through a thin shrub in front of the arbour, what seemed the form
of an old lady seated, apparently reading from a book on her knee. The
sight instantly recalled the old lady of Russell Square. I started to my
feet, and then, clear of the intervening bush, saw only a great stone
such as abounded on the moors in the neighbourhood, with a lump of
quartz set on the top of it. Some childish taste had put it there for an
ornament. Smiling at my own folly, I sat down again, and reopened my
book. After reading for a while, I glanced up again, and once more
started to my feet, overcome by the fancy that there verily sat the old
lady reading. You will say it indicated an excited condition of the
brain. Possibly; but I was, as far as I can recall, quite collected and
reasonable. I was almost vexed this second time, and sat down once more
to my book. Still, every time I looked up, I was startled afresh. I
doubt, however, if the trifle is worth mentioning, or has any
significance even in relation to what followed.
“After dinner I strolled out by myself, leaving father and son over
their claret. I did not drink wine; and from the lawn I could see the
windows of the library, whither Laetitia commonly retired from the
dinner-table. It was a very lovely soft night. There was no moon, but
the stars looked wider awake than usual. Dew was falling, but the grass
was not yet wet, and I wandered about on it for half an hour. The
stillness was somehow strange. It had a wonderful feeling in it as if
something were expected--as if the quietness were the mould in which
some event or other was about to be cast.
“Even then I was a reader of certain sorts of recondite lore. Suddenly I
remembered that this was the eve of All Souls. This was the night on
which the dead came out of their graves to visit their old homes. ‘Poor
dead!’ I thought with myself; ‘have you any place to call a home now? If
you have, surely you will not wander back here, where all that you
called home has either vanished or given itself to others, to be their
home now and yours no more! What an awful doom the old fancy has
allotted you! To dwell in your graves all the year, and creep out, this
one night, to enter at the midnight door, left open for welcome! A poor
welcome truly!--just an open door, a clean-swept floor, and a fire to
warm your rain-sodden limbs! The household asleep, and the house-place
swarming with the ghosts of ancient times,--the miser, the spendthrift,
the profligate, the coquette,--for the good ghosts sleep, and are
troubled with no waking like yours! Not one man, sleepless like
yourselves, to question you, and be answered after the fashion of the
old nursery rhyme--
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