“No sooner was I seated with a book than I heard the voice of Laetitia
scolding the butler, in no very gentle tones, for leaving the garden
door open all night. The moment I heard this, the strange occurrences I
am about to relate began to dawn upon my memory. The door had been open
the night long between All Saints and All Souls. In the middle of that
night I awoke suddenly. I knew it was not the morning by the sensations
I had, for the night feels altogether different from the morning. It was
quite dark. My heart was beating violently, and I either hardly could or
hardly dared breathe. A nameless terror was upon me, and my sense of
hearing was, apparently by the force of its expectation, unnaturally
roused and keen. There it was--a slight noise in the room!--slight, but
clear, and with an unknown significance about it! It was awful to think
it would come again. I do believe it was only one of those creaks in the
timbers which announce the torpid, age-long, sinking flow of every house
back to the dust--a motion to which the flow of the glacier is as a
torrent, but which is no less inevitable and sure. Day and night it
ceases not; but only in the night, when house and heart are still, do we
hear it. No wonder it should sound fearful! for are we not the immortal
dwellers in ever-crumbling clay? The clay is so near us, and yet not of
us, that its every movement starts a fresh dismay. For what will its
final ruin disclose? When it falls from about us, where shall we find
that we have existed all the time?
“My skin tingled with the bursting of the moisture from its pores.
Something was in the room beside me. A confused, indescribable sense of
utter loneliness, and yet awful presence, was upon me, mingled with a
dreary, hopeless desolation, as of burnt-out love and aimless life. All
at once I found myself sitting up. The terror that a cold hand might be
laid upon me, or a cold breath blow on me, or a corpse-like face bend
down through the darkness over me, had broken my bonds!--I would meet
half-way whatever might be approaching. The moment that my will burst
into action the terror began to ebb.
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