“Currants for a Christmas pudding, most likely!--Ah, poor lady! the
pudding and not the Christmas was her care; not the delight of the
children over it, but the beggarly pence which it cost. And she cannot
get it out of her head, although her brain was ‘powdered all as thin as
flour’ ages ago in the mortar of Death. ‘Alas, poor ghost!’ It needs no
treasured hoard left behind, no floor stained with the blood of the
murdered child, no wickedly hidden parchment of landed rights! An old
account-book is enough for the hell of the housekeeping gentlewoman!
“She never lifted her face, or seemed to know that I stood behind her. I
left her, and went into the bow window, where I could see her face. I
was right. It was the same old lady I had met in Russell Square, walking
in front of James Hetheridge. Her withered lips went moving as if they
would have uttered words had the breath been commissioned thither; her
brow was contracted over her thin nose; and once and again her shining
forefinger went up to her temple as if she were pondering some deep
problem of humanity. How long I stood gazing at her I do not know, but
at last I withdrew to my bed, and left her struggling to solve that
which she could never solve thus. It was the symbolic problem of her own
life, and she had failed to read it. I remember nothing more. She may be
sitting there still, solving at the insolvable.
“I should have felt no inclination, with the broad sun of the squire’s
face, the keen eyes of James, and the beauty of Laetitia before me at
the breakfast table, to say a word about what I had seen, even if I had
not been afraid of the doubt concerning my sanity which the story would
certainly awaken. What with the memories of the night and the want of my
spectacles, I passed a very dreary day, dreading the return of the
night, for, cool as I had been in her presence, I could not regard the
possible reappearance of the ghost with equanimity. But when the night
did come, I slept soundly till the morning.
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