“‘She may get a fright some day--that’s all!’ I replied.
“He smiled with such an evident mixture of pity and contempt that for
the moment I almost disliked him; and feeling certain that Laetitia
would receive any such hint in a somewhat similar manner, I did not feel
inclined to offer her any advice with regard to the bureau.
“Little occurred during the rest of my visit worthy of remark. Somehow
or other I did not make much progress with Laetitia. I believe I had
begun to see into her character a little, and therefore did not get
deeper in love as the days went on. I know I became less absorbed in her
society, although I was still anxious to make myself agreeable to
her--or perhaps, more properly, to give her a favourable impression of
me. I do not know whether she perceived any difference in my behaviour,
but I remember that I began again to remark the pinched look of her
nose, and to be a little annoyed with her for always putting aside my
book. At the same time, I daresay I was provoking, for I never was given
to tidiness myself.
“At length Christmas Day arrived. After breakfast, the squire, James,
and the two girls arranged to walk to church. Laetitia was not in the
room at the moment. I excused myself on the ground of a headache, for I
had had a bad night. When they left, I went up to my room, threw myself
on the bed, and was soon fast asleep.
“How long I slept I do not know, but I woke again with that
indescribable yet well-known sense of not being alone. The feeling was
scarcely less terrible in the daylight than it had been in the darkness.
With the same sudden effort as before, I sat up in the bed. There was
the figure at the open bureau, in precisely the same position as on the
former occasion. But I could not see it so distinctly. I rose as gently
as I could, and approached it, after the first physical terror. I am not
a coward. Just as I got near enough to see the account book open on the
folding cover of the bureau, she started up, and, turning, revealed the
face of Laetitia. She blushed crimson.
“‘I beg your pardon, Mr. Heywood,’ she said in great confusion; ‘I
thought you had gone to church with the rest.’
“‘I had lain down with a headache, and gone to sleep,’ I replied.
‘But,--forgive me, Miss Hetheridge,’ I added, for my mind was full of
the dreadful coincidence,--‘don’t you think you would have been better
at church than balancing your accounts on Christmas Day?’
“‘The better day the better deed,’ she said, with a somewhat offended
air, and turned to walk from the room.
“‘Excuse me, Laetitia,’ I resumed, very seriously, ‘but I want to tell
you something.’
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