“I must tell you, my dear Duncan,” she answered, “that in none of these
trances, or whatever you please to call them, did I ever see a mirror.
It has struck me before as a curious thing, that a mirror is then an
absolute blank to me--I see nothing on which I could put a name. It does
not even seem a vacant space to me. A mirror must have nothing in common
with the state I am then in, for I feel a kind of repulsion from it; and
indeed it would be rather an awful thing to look at, for of course I
should see no reflection of myself in it.”
(Here I beg once more to remind the reader, that Margaret spoke in
Gaelic, and that my translation into ordinary English does not in the
least represent the extreme simplicity of the forms of her speculations,
any more than of the language which conveyed them.)
“But,” she continued, “I have a vague recollection of seeing some broad,
big, gilded thing with figures on it. It might be something else,
though, altogether.”
“I will go in hope,” I answered, rising at once.
“Not already, Duncan?”
“Why should I stay longer?”
“Stay over to-night.”
“What is the use? I cannot.”
“For my sake, Duncan!”
“Yes, dear Margaret; for your sake. Yes, surely.”
“Thank you,” she answered. “I will not keep you longer now. But if I
send Janet to you, come at once. And, Duncan, wear this for my sake.”
She put into my hand an ancient gold cross, much worn. To my amazement I
recognised the counterpart of one Lady Alice had always worn. I pressed
it to my heart.
“I am a Catholic; you are a Protestant, Duncan; but never mind: that’s
the same sign to both of us. You won’t part with it. It has been in our
family for many long years.”
“Not while I live,” I answered, and went out, half wild with hope, into
the keen mountain air. How deliciously it breathed upon me!
I passed the afternoon in attempting to form some plan of action at
Hilton Hall, whither I intended to proceed as soon as Margaret set me at
liberty. That liberty came sooner than I expected; and yet I did not go
at once. Janet came for me towards sundown. I thought she looked
troubled. I rose at once and followed her, but asked no questions. As I
entered the cottage, the sun was casting the shadow of the edge of the
hollow in which the cottage stood just at my feet; that is, the sun was
more than half set to one who stood at the cottage door. I entered.
Margaret sat, propped with pillows. I saw some change had passed upon
her. She held out her hand to me. I took it. She smiled feebly, closed
her eyes, and went with the sun, down the hill of night. But down the
hill of night is up the hill of morning in other lands, and no doubt
Margaret soon found that she was more at home there than here.
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