How shall I tell what followed? The door of the closet opened--slowly,
gently--and in walked Lady Alice, pale as death, her eyes closed, her
whole person asleep. With a gliding motion as in a dream, where the
volition that produces motion is unfelt, she seemed to me to dream
herself across the floor to my couch, on which she laid herself down as
gracefully, as simply, as in the old beautiful time. Her appearance did
not startle me, for my whole condition was in harmony with the
phenomenon. I rose noiselessly, covered her lightly from head to foot,
and sat down, as of old to watch. How beautiful she was! I thought she
had grown taller; but, perhaps, it was only that she had gained in form
without losing anything in grace. Her face was, as it had always been,
colourless; but neither it nor her figure showed any signs of suffering.
The holy sleep had fed her physical as well as shielded her mental
nature. But what would the waking be? Not all the power of the revived
past could shut out the anticipation of the dreadful difference to be
disclosed, the moment she should open those sleeping eyes. To what a
frightfully farther distance was that soul now removed, whose return I
had been wont to watch, as from the depths of the unknown world! That
was strange; this was terrible. Instead of the dawn of rosy intelligence
I had now to look for the fading of the loveliness as she woke, till her
face withered into the bewildered and indigent expression of the insane.
She was waking. My love with the unknown face was at hand. The reviving
flush came, grew, deepened. She opened her eyes. God be praised! They
were lovelier than ever. And the smile that broke over her face was the
very sunlight of the soul.
“Come again, you see!” she said gently, as she stretched her beautiful
arms towards me.
I could not speak. I could only submit to her embrace, and hold myself
with all my might, lest I should burst into helpless weeping. But a sob
or two broke their prison, and she felt the emotion she had not seen.
Relaxing her hold, she pushed me gently from her, and looked at me with
concern that grew as she looked.
“You are dreadfully changed, my Duncan! What is the matter? Has Lord
Hilton been rude to you? You look so much older, somehow. What can it
be?”
I understood at once how it was. The whole of those dreary twelve years
was gone. The thread of her consciousness had been cut, those years
dropped out, and the ends reunited. She thought this was one of her old
visits to me, when, as now, she had walked in her sleep. I answered,
“I will tell you all another time. I don’t want to waste the moments
with you, my Alice, in speaking about it. Lord Hilton _has_ behaved very
badly to me; but never mind.”
She half rose in anger; and her eyes looked insane for the first time.
“How dares he?” she said, and then checked herself with a sigh at her
own helplessness.
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