"I am very fond of her," replied Ellen.
Then the two were silent. Robert suddenly realized that there was
little to say unless he ventured on debatable ground. It would be
too absurd of him to commence making love at once, and as for asking
Ellen about her work, that seemed a subject better let alone.
Ellen herself opened the conversation by inquiring for his aunt.
"Aunt Cynthia is very well," replied Robert. "I was in there last
evening. You have not been to see her lately, Miss Brewster."
Robert realized as soon as he had said that that he had made a
mistake.
"No," replied Ellen. She obviously paled a little, and looked at him
wistfully. The young man could not stand it any longer, so straight
into the heart of the matter he lunged.
"Look here, Miss Brewster," he said, "why on earth didn't you tell
Aunt Cynthia?"
"Tell her?" repeated Ellen, vaguely.
"Yes; make a clean breast of it to her. Tell her just why you went
to work, and gave up college?"
Ellen colored, and looked at him half defiantly, half piteously. "I
told her all I ought to," she said.
"But you did not; pardon me," said Robert, "you did not tell her
half enough. You let her think that you actually of your own free
choice went to work in the factory rather than go to college."
"So I did," replied Ellen, looking at him proudly.
"Of course you did, in one sense, but in another you did not. You
deliberately chose to make a sacrifice; but it was a sacrifice. You
cannot deny that it was a sacrifice."
Ellen was silent.
"But you gave Aunt Cynthia the impression that it was not a
sacrifice," said Robert, almost severely.
Ellen's face quivered a little. "I saw no other way to do," she
said, faintly. The authoritative tone which this young man was
taking with her stirred her as nothing had ever stirred her in her
life before. She felt like a child before him.
"You have no right to give such a false impression of your own
character," said Robert.
"It was either that or a false impression of another," returned
Ellen, tremulously.
"You mean that she might have blamed your parents, and thought that
they were forcing you into this?"
Ellen nodded.
"And I suppose you thought, too, that maybe Aunt Cynthia would
suspect, if you told her all the difficulties, that you were hinting
for more assistance."
Ellen nodded, and her lip was quivering. Suddenly all her force of
character seemed to have deserted her, and she looked more like a
child than Amabel. She actually put both her little fists to her
eyes. After all, the girl was very young, a child forced by the
stress of circumstances to premature development, but she could
relapse before the insistence of another nature.
Robert looked at her, his own face working, then he could bear it no
longer. He was over on the sofa beside Ellen and had her in his
arms. "You poor little thing," he whispered. "Don't. I have loved
you ever since the first time I saw you. I ought to have told you so
before. Don't you love me a little, Ellen?"
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