"Oh, no, no!--not here!--_never to you_."
Here poor Ellen broke off and stood before the queen, her hands clasped,
her lips trembling and her large supplicating eyes fixed imploringly on
her face.
"Well, well," said the queen soothingly, "at some other time be it--but
remember that in Mary Stewart her attendant may find a safe friend as
well as an indulgent mistress," and shaking her magnificent tresses over
her shoulders, the royal beauty composed herself for the operations of
the toilette.
Ellen gathered up the glossy volumes of hair and commenced her task. Her
limbs shook, a cold moisture crept over her forehead, and her quivering
hands wandered with melancholy listlessness, through the mass of shining
ringlets it was her duty to arrange. As she stooped forward in her task,
one of her own fair curls fell down and mingled, like a flash of spun
gold, with those of her mistress. As if there had been contagion in the
touch, she flung it back with a smile of strange, cold bitterness, the
first and last that ever wreathed her pure lips; for hers was a heart to
suffer and endure, but never to hate; it might break, but no wrong could
harden it.
While her toilette was in progress, Mary became nervous and restless,
now pushing the velvet cushions from her feet, and then moving the
lights about the dressing-table, as if dissatisfied with the arrangement
of every thing about her. At length she fell back in her chair, buried
her face in her hands, and fairly burst into tears. Ellen grasped the
back of her chair, and bending her pale face to the queen's ear,
murmured--
"Tears are for the deserted--why does the queen weep?"
Mary was too deeply engrossed with her own feelings to mark the exact
words, or the tremulous voice of her attendant. She threw the damp hair
back from her face, and dashing the tears from her eyes exclaimed--
"No, no! it is nothing--proceed--there! let that ringlet fall thus upon
the neck--now our robe, quickly--we shall be waited for at the banquet."
Ellen brought forth the usual mourning robe of black velvet, laden with
bugles; but a flush of anger, or perhaps of shame, overspread the
queen's face, and with an impatient gesture she exclaimed--
"Not that, girl--not that--I will mock my heart no longer!--away with
it, and bring a more seemly garment!--the proud Englishman shall not
scoff at our widow's weeds again."
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