Grandparent and child -- Fiction; Spanish Americans -- Fiction
He walked about the room. His grandmother had told him that his room was
just as he had left it. “I wouldn't change it, Albert,” she said,
“even when we thought you--you wasn't comin' back. I couldn't touch it,
somehow. I kept thinkin', 'Some day I will. Pretty soon I MUST.' But I
never did, and now I'm so glad.”
He wandered back to the bureau and pulled open the upper drawers. In
those drawers were so many things, things which he had kept there,
either deliberately or because he was too indolent to destroy them. Old
dance cards, invitations, and a bundle of photographs, snapshots. He
removed the rubber band from the bundle and stood looking them over.
Photographs of school fellows, of picnic groups, of girls. Sam Thatcher,
Gertie Kendrick--and Helen Kendall. There were at least a dozen of
Helen.
One in particular was very good. From that photograph the face of
Helen as he had known it four years before looked straight up into
his--clear-eyed, honest, a hint of humor and understanding and
common-sense in the gaze and at the corners of the lips. He looked at
the photograph, and the photograph looked up at him. He had not seen
her for so long a time. He wondered if the war had changed her as it had
changed him. Somehow he hoped it had not. Change did not seem necessary
in her case.
There had been no correspondence between them since her letter written
when she heard of his enlistment. He had not replied to that because
he knew Madeline would not wish him to do so. He wondered if she ever
thought of him now, if she remembered their adventure at High Point
light. He had thought of her often enough. In those days and nights of
horror in the prison camp and hospital he had found a little relief, a
little solace in lying with closed eyes and summoning back from memory
the things of home and the faces of home. And her face had been one of
these. Her face and those of his grandparents and Rachel and Laban, and
visions of the old house and the rooms--they were the substantial things
to cling to and he had clung to them. They WERE home. Madeline--ah! yes,
he had longed for her and dreamed of her, God knew, but Madeline, of
course, was different.
He snapped the rubber band once more about the bundle of photographs,
closed the drawer and prepared for bed.
For the two weeks following his return home he had a thoroughly good
time. It was a tremendous comfort to get up when he pleased, to eat the
things he liked, to do much or little or nothing at his own sweet will.
He walked a good deal, tramping along the beach in the blustering wind
and chilly sunshine and enjoying every breath of the clean salt air. He
thought much during those solitary walks, and at times, at home in the
evenings, he would fall to musing and sit silent for long periods. His
grandmother was troubled.
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