Grandparent and child -- Fiction; Spanish Americans -- Fiction
“I don't know that I am, altogether. I don't want you to lose confidence
in yourself. You should be confident now because you deserve to be. And
you write with confidence, or it reads as if you did. Don't you feel
that you do, yourself? Truly, don't you?”
“Well, perhaps, a little. I have been at it for some time now. I ought
to show some progress. Perhaps I don't make as many mistakes.”
“I can't see that you have made any.”
“I have made one . . . a damnable one.”
“Why, what do you mean?”
“Oh, nothing. I didn't mean to say that. . . . Helen, do you know it is
awfully good of you to take all this interest in me--in my work, I mean.
Why do you do it?”
“Why?”
“Yes, why?”
“Why, because--Why shouldn't I? Haven't we always talked about your
writings together, almost since we first knew each other? Aren't we old
friends?”
There it was again--friends. It was like a splash of cold water in the
face, at once awakening and chilling. Albert walked on in silence for
a few moments and then began speaking of some trivial subject entirely
disconnected with himself or his work or her. When they reached the
parsonage door he said good night at once and strode off toward home.
Back in his room, however, he gave himself another mental picking to
pieces. He was realizing most distinctly that this sort of thing would
not do. It was easy to say that his attitude toward Helen Kendall was
to be that of a friend and nothing more, but it was growing harder and
harder to maintain that attitude. He had come within a breath that very
night of saying what was in his heart.
Well, if he had said it, if he did say it--what then? After all, was
there any real reason why he should not say it? It was true that he had
loved, or fancied that he loved, Madeline, that he had been betrothed to
her--but again, what of it? Broken engagements were common enough, and
there was nothing disgraceful in this one. Why not go to Helen and tell
her that his fancied love for Madeline had been the damnable mistake he
had confessed making. Why not tell her that since the moment when he saw
her standing in the doorway of the parsonage on the morning following
his return from New York he had known that she was the only woman in the
world for him, that it was her image he had seen in his dreams, in the
delirium of fever, that it was she, and not that other, who--
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