The possessed : $b or, The devilsDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The possessed : $b or, The devils
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Nihilism -- Fiction; Political fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction; Terrorists -- Russia -- Fiction
"Stay, I really have mixed it up. Perhaps it was you. Why dispute about
trifles? What does it matter to him who it is gives him a beating?" She
laughed.
"Come along!" Shatov pulled me. "The gate's creaking, he'll find us and
beat her."
And before we had time to run out on to the stairs we heard a drunken
shout and a shower of oaths at the gate.
Shatov let me into his room and locked the door.
"You'll have to stay a minute if you don't want a scene. He's squealing
like a little pig, he must have stumbled over the gate again. He falls
flat every time."
We didn't get off without a scene, however.
VI
Shatov stood at the closed door of his room and listened; suddenly he
sprang back.
"He's coming here, I knew he would," he whispered furiously. "Now
there'll be no getting rid of him till midnight."
Several violent thumps of a fist on the door followed.
"Shatov, Shatov, open!" yelled the captain. "Shatov, friend!
'I have come, to thee to tell thee
That the sun doth r-r-rise apace,
That the forest glows and tr-r-rembles
In... the fire of...his...embrace.
Tell thee I have waked, God damn thee,
Wakened under the birch-twigs....'
("As it might be under the birch-rods, ha ha!")
'Every little bird...is...thirsty,
Says I'm going to...have a drink,
But I don't...know what to drink....'
"Damn his stupid curiosity! Shatov, do you understand how good it is to
be alive!"
"Don't answer!" Shatov whispered to me again.
"Open the door! Do you understand that there's something higher than
brawling... in mankind; there are moments of an hon-hon-honourable
man.... Shatov, I'm good; I'll forgive you.... Shatov, damn the
manifestoes, eh?"
Silence.
"Do you understand, you ass, that I'm in love, that I've bought a
dress-coat, look, the garb of love, fifteen roubles; a captain's love
calls for the niceties of style.... Open the door!" he roared savagely
all of a sudden, and he began furiously banging with his fists again.
"Go to hell!" Shatov roared suddenly.
"S-s-slave! Bond-slave, and your sister's a slave, a bondswoman... a
th... th... ief!"
"And you sold your sister."
"That's a lie! I put up with the libel though. I could with one word...
do you understand what she is?"
"What?" Shatov at once drew near the door inquisitively.
"But will you understand?"
"Yes, I shall understand, tell me what?"
"I'm not afraid to say! I'm never afraid to say anything in public!..."
"You not afraid? A likely story," said Shatov, taunting him, and nodding
to me to listen.
"Me afraid?"
"Yes, I think you are."
"Me afraid?"
"Well then, tell away if you're not afraid of your master's whip....
You're a coward, though you are a captain!"
"I... I... she's... she's..." faltered Lebyadkin in a voice shaking with
excitement.
"Well?" Shatov put his ear to the door.
A silence followed, lasting at least half a minute.
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