The possessed : $b or, The devilsDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The possessed : $b or, The devils
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Nihilism -- Fiction; Political fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction; Terrorists -- Russia -- Fiction
The captain stopped short, looking blankly before him. He turned,
however, and sat down on the seat indicated close to the door. An
extreme lack of self-confidence and at the same time insolence, and a
sort of incessant irritability, were apparent in the expression of his
face. He was horribly scared, that was evident, but his self-conceit
was wounded, and it might be surmised that his mortified vanity might on
occasion lead him to any effrontery, in spite of his cowardice. He was
evidently uneasy at every movement of his clumsy person. We all know
that when such gentlemen are brought by some marvellous chance into
society, they find their worst ordeal in their own hands, and the
impossibility of disposing them becomingly, of which they are conscious
at every moment. The captain sat rigid in his chair, with his hat and
gloves in his hands and his eyes fixed with a senseless stare on the
stern face of Varvara Petrovna. He would have liked, perhaps, to have
looked about more freely, but he could not bring himself to do so yet.
Marya Timofyevna, apparently thinking his appearance very funny, laughed
again, but he did not stir. Varvara Petrovna ruthlessly kept him in this
position for a long time, a whole minute, staring at him without mercy.
"In the first place allow me to learn your name from yourself," Varvara
Petrovna pronounced in measured and impressive tones.
"Captain Lebyadkin," thundered the captain. "I have come, madam..." He
made a movement again.
"Allow me!" Varvara Petrovna checked him again. "Is this unfortunate
person who interests me so much really your sister?"
"My sister, madam, who has escaped from control, for she is in a certain
condition...."
He suddenly faltered and turned crimson. "Don't misunderstand me,
madam," he said, terribly confused. "Her own brother's not going to
throw mud at her... in a certain condition doesn't mean in such a
condition... in the sense of an injured reputation... in the last
stage..." he suddenly broke off.
"Sir!" said Varvara Petrovna, raising her head.
"In this condition!" he concluded suddenly, tapping the middle of his
forehead with his finger.
A pause followed.
"And has she suffered in this way for long?" asked Varvara Petrovna,
with a slight drawl.
"Madam, I have come to thank you for the generosity you showed in the
porch, in a Russian, brotherly way."
"Brotherly?"
"I mean, not brotherly, but simply in the sense that I am my sister's
brother; and believe me, madam," he went on more hurriedly, turning
crimson again, "I am not so uneducated as I may appear at first sight in
your drawing-room. My sister and I are nothing, madam, compared with the
luxury we observe here. Having enemies who slander us, besides. But on
the question of reputation Lebyadkin is proud, madam... and... and ...
and I've come to repay with thanks.... Here is money, madam!"
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